it's all fair game*

 tonight's song: he's not a boy by thelike.

 #thingsthatarentfair: alexa chung always looks amazing

 [tonight is one for reminiscing. hello, gossipgirl season two.]

 current obsession: i like.

theresa, it's enough that youre so beautiful.
it's not fair that you have an insanely cool blog, too. #justsaying

xoxo

dearLY*

you make me happy.

more happy than this photograph

of snow and sparkliness and christmas

three things i really love.

bc more than those

i love your pretty brown hair

and that your ipod always has the best music

i love that you let me email you at 3am

and you never get mad about it

i love that you seem to think im something special

someone worth your time

i love that we like the same songs

and that you pvr disneychannel

i love you more than that hotchocolate

more than my desire to buy candycanes

more than romantic roadtrips

more than staring up at the sky*

you are wonderful, leigh leigh

you light up my life

xoxo

let's play a game..*

if i were in america tonight id have taylorswift's new album already, and not have to wait forever. id also be watching the gg episode where lil j comes back. and, if i stayed for another six days, i could celebrate my favourite not-really-a-holiday in a place where they appreciate the brilliance of it. #justsayin 

xoxo

everyone has their own sound*

i want to shatter something. throw it across the room and hear it break. but then i want to dance in a greengreen garden dusted with sparkly things that the sun hits perfectly. and to feel like everything is happening in slow motion.

today's song obsession: let it out now by leeland. currently addicted to calla. the day was filled with: new old bedrooms. writing loveletters. us, just being.together in the best way. longing for: new places. beautiful snow with miss adachi. and our long awaited skype-date.

You ride away
as though it's

already behind you

Lost to marvelous things

discarded

for me to gather

all the broken

skeleton leaves

and torn dragonfly wings

tied together

like soft whispers

shhhhh...

don't let them touch

can't let them see

drowning now
like butterflies

in a honey sea.

-starflowerandindigo 

reading justagirl. makes me go "awww". and makes me love you even more. and. it makes me realise that maybe (just maybe) i should ease up, bc shame you really like him.

  "I love you, more than blurs on my eyelashes (tinted with eventide) and the summer sunset at twilight and bird faces on the moon. (Your ladder to the stars)"

my world hurts when youre not in it. and that seems like all the time these days...

xoxo

charles is driving; he he is driving*

[refraining from mentioning the names of these amazing models just for you, jessicasmith]

there's nothing i want more rightnow than to be able to attend FNO this year. honestly. im secretly (well, not so secretly anymore..) hoping that september tenth will be the day i finally master the art of teleportation. so that my heart and newyorkcity can once again be reunited in the perfect event for us. that, and not having to wash my hair rightnow.. oh and this unicorn perfume. just sayin.

enchantedhappy xoxo

you should be so lucky*

"yes i own the hotel, and live in it. my life is very much like monopoly"

 ilovethismovie :) two favourite songs so far: big yellow taxi. and magic moments. haha and theyre testing the bed's bounciness. this is a GREAT movie* lovely lovely movie. hugh grant, you rock my world. and sandra bullock rocks yours. ah love* hmmm. shall i watch youvegotmail next? perhaps. tomorrow is simply asia day. i love the concept of i make. you wear it.  and generally im not a fan of those 'fill in your version of the survey' things. at all. but hey. why not...

flowers or shapes? flowers please. in my hair, and in vases around my house like in thegreatgatsby. but if stars count as shapes, stars always win. always.

"but if it's any consolation, i will be dead eventually."

"that's just silly. have you met everybody on the planet?"

my favourite disney villian: i dont like villians. they scare me. i generally scream at them. and the main character for trusting them. every.time.i.watch.it. do they never learn?

my favourite clothing item when i was little: um. how little? i went through so many phases. when i was like.. a baby. my strawberry dress, (HIMYM moment: "her name was strawberry!!") my mommy embroidered it. later on...3/4 pants. and platforms. haha. yes i had kicks. i lost one when we lived in the hotel in atlanta. yes lived. for long. best experience ever. the losing of the shoe ended the phase. but it was okay, bc id just had my pink fakesnakeskin pants made. OH YES I DID.

rightnow, id most like to wear: hmm. the chiffondress blair's minion wears to the snowflake ball.

the worst thing i ever did was: perhaps that time i pretended to have run away and my parents got all the neighbours involved in the search for me. only to find id been hiding in the secret compartment of my cupboard for hours? i dno, that could be it...

where is your cellphone rightnow? on the table next to me. i just got an sms from victoria. reminding me of what id said.

"okay, we obviously can't leave you alone with a stapler"

my hair: NEVER grows. whhhy does it hate me?! don't answer that. actually, maybe do.

"like a bobcat salty type pretzel.. because that's what men want."

when i grow up i want to be: mostly the girl i described yesterday. the girl who sparkles when she walks. and lives in the moment. the girl who lights up a room. who lights up his eyes. i want to always be living out my passion. i want to always be living for jesus. living with god as my centre. i want to inspire your hearts. i want to be honest and trusting. spontaneous and true. to be the most sincere, loyal friend. i want to be an encouragement. to be a source of strength. never to need to run to someone, but to always have people in my life who i can run to. i always want to believe in love, wishing on stars and the beauty of dreams. more than anything else, all ive ever wanted to be, is truly happy. truly deeply completely happy.

enchantedhappy xoxo

for all the days of wonder*

[stellamccartney resort. image via jakandjil]

today it was bright and sunny :) spent most of it watching bigbangtheory. and re-realising how much i want chace crawford for my birthday. just found out that 'do it day' this year is while im in madagascar. *sigh* oh but we had a meeting about our mission tonight. super exciting! also exciting: today means exactly two months til my nineteeth :) yay yay. aaaand. HAPPYBIRTHDAY Kelsey* apparently my family "doesnt know where the photo went". they got a very big "how does it just disappear, i specially put it there" lecture. i mean, gosh. haha but until i find it, i present you with these:

i hope it's been filled with beautiful moments*

all my love

enchantedhappy xoxo

the way you show you love me*

[i wasn't implying that you were. i was saying please don't. she doesn't ever get to be ..one of yours. and this is not about trust or accusations. you know where i stand, whether you choose to believe it or not. don't get offended or mad with me. it's just... i see her and i worry. she isn't who she acts like. let me be protective of one thing, okay.]

 today wasn't fun. at all.

it felt like everything horrible that could happen chose today to show up.

but then i got a perfectly-timed romantic gift :) and a lovely conversation.

and yummy dessert*

 thankyou to you both.

joining in on much love mondays. and now to dream sweetly* (mostly bc all ive eaten today is jelly, strawberrycheesecake icecream, milktart and jellytots) bigbangtheory is rocking my world tonight. have a wonderful week :)

enchantedhappy xoxo

and this is where emotion flares*

i spent a lot of today blog stalking. and trying to keep the people in the office calm. i was genuinely scared for them. stress levels were higher than i can handle. and i decided that i might actually love paris. shocking, i know haha. and i decided on the concept for the shoot i will do with miss fortuin and B. yes.
i listened to much deathcab and taylorswift. and i had chocolate. delicious chocolate.

im in love with these tights. they were used in almost every editorial i loved last month. i want to wear them with docs. someone get me docs! oh and iv decided on some more presents to allocate. and i am really and truly for real in love with 15 on orange. danna is going to have her birthday there. at the bar im obsessed with. we're are going for drinks there next week. "champagne and lovely frocks" says danna. woopwoop* um lisa can u please organise a masked ball for me there? thank you*

today, i saw a man who plaited his beard. and i saw ricardo (shout out to st jaaames*) looking so great. wearing an amazing trench coat. this morning i was super ..on the edge. [see twitter for exhibit a. and b] aaand i drank normal tea and actually enjoyed it. and i found the next book i want to read. it's called 'perfect' by a lady named emily. im really excited to read it. oh. roz, scarlett and i are all contemplating reintroducing the fringe into our lives.

currently obsessed with exotic tea. and stalking. of all sorts. and perfume.

and desperate to start writing again. heartbroken that all my brilliant writing from the days in the education system is lost forever.

metrorail. we'll take you there.

enchantedhappy xoxo

maps*

this is from emma watson's shoot for teen vogue. such an insane photo. and outfit. and location. she has a new line of clothes out. with her brother according to sarahjane. btw yay sarahjane may have found a house! yay :)

i have this song stuck in my head. it's by the yeah yeah yeah's. i have an american apparel tshirt with the lyrics on it. it's cool. it was photographed by 'we are awesome' at the assembly. yesss :) als, im quite enjoying streetart these days. it may be faran's influence (yes im saying it like we're bffs haha) yay nylon*

image via pepperandchips

and i would like these shoes :) and to dye my hair darker. and to work at nylon. today, please :)

enchantedhapppy xoxo

but it's so yummy..*

i was google-ing poems for my brother (inspiration for his descriptive essay.. thinking outv the box vibes lol) and i came across some lovely friendship ones. and i found these cute photos of my wonderful friends. so hello :)

look, your hair colour looks similar!

hahaha ur toe is just randomly there. uhm freaky.

i love you guys :) that's all. and thank you. as cheesy as it is. you guys are the greatest*

bar one chocolate sauce forever. (except i promise i won't pour it into other people's bowls again haha *awkward* even if it is life-changing sauce)

enchantedhappy xoxo

all of the above*

yes please! very much so. especially option D. especially tonight.. *sigh* im reading three books at the moment: The Tenth Circle (loooove jodi picoult's books) , Love, Stargirl (thanks maryjane, its magical) and Faith Like Potatoes (i met the film's director, and the story's inspirational, so i figured i should read the book before i see the movie..) and i hardly have time to read them.. i get so caught up in reading them but then *bang* i have life to do. (ugh) or i fall asleep. but yay soon i will be free .. im so excited to have more time to read. so many books iv got waiting to finish :)

i want pink hair. and im not sure if im serious or not. but there's something incredibly exciting and intruiging about it. i kinda always wanted a pink bob. (like an Anne Hathaway-long-bob, not like a lil bob..) but aaah haha i wonder if il actually ever do it. maybe for a week*

i just want to live free happy there. that's all. nothing else. right now. forever. that would be so perfect right now...*

enchantedhappy xoxo

run baby, run*

i love love this photo yay* it's one of those intensely fun party vibes i mysteriously enjoy*
wow they look so great, the hair, lipstick, clothes, colours. ahhh :)

ooh i decided that my new vibe = bright pink lipstick/gloss. all the time. with jeans and a tshirt. wen im dressing up. to a friend's house. partially inspired by taylor momsen. partially bc i found a wonderful colour..im so excited!

yay yay, so cool :) i want to dye my hair dark again. but it magically made itself this random brown, which i quite enjoy when im in the sunlight* so i may hold out on the dye for a lil. it is tempting tho..

black lipstick. could it work in real life, on people who aren't scary emo? hmm. i quite enjoy the really deep purple vibe.. like Lil J near the end of season 2 of gossipgirl. (the day she wore the lacy dress to graduation woopwoop) .. and hello, bright sunglasses, let's be friends :)

i've had the song 'check yes juliet' by stuck in my head all week. so cute n fun*

"Check yes Juliet

I'll be waiting

Wishing, wanting

Your's for the taking

Just sneak out

And don't tell a soul goodbye

Check yes Juliet

Here's the countdown

3, 2, 1, now fall in my arms now

They can change the locks

Don't let them change your mind"

embrace the sunshine xoxo