to let you know why*

stylecraving: these hats.

90210 flashback: "All they need to know is that youre my brother. Thats my story"

happy weekend everyone, im hoping for more rain xoxo

contemplating you*

i came across these. they made me think of you.technically, im having tea. but i still cant get over how epic it is that you have a megaphone. and how priceless it would be to witness you telling your mom a story when she's upstairs. 

 we don't make sense. but you mean the world to me. so, like everything else. just accept.

we all say it now. especially the boys. silly influencial americans, they think they can just come here and change our vocabulary :) gosh.

today's number: 43. fragrance: white musk by thebodyshop. favourite meal: (tempted to say the eighth slice of pb toast..) tasty vegetarian-friendly wraps by daddy. favourite moment: ky. song: american girl by taylorswift. someone. tell me where my favourite places are. such a simple question. and yet.. it's proven so difficult. *freaking out* tomorrow is: make-britt-study-while-you-watch-skins-on-her-wonderful-mac day. oh, and soupkitchen-with-ali day. #ilovethegaplife. (twitter is life. only lisafortuin will get this.)

enchantedhappy xoxo

i cant resist the day*

today, the rain was beautiful. i received magical emails. miss adachi inspired my heart. as she tends to do. i baked. (yes, it was from a 'just add oil/water/eggs' pack. but it was delicious. and it looked edible, which is an accomplishment for me. and candywandy was proud of me, so be nice) and researched more colleges id like to attend.

[images via formeforyou]

i wrote happiness. had philosphical discussions. and tb drove me home. we listened to an insane remix of signs. "aaaat your funeral i was sooo upsettt" i am falling inlove with post-bartbass'-death chuck. again. bc he's just so much hotter. oh, i watched the heartbreaking season three finale of greek. and leigh posted a spoiler about chuck.

happy first-day-of-college, jessicasmith*

enchantedhappy xoxo

to be your anything*

[images via seemeeverywhere/artpixie]

that's how you make my heart feel. like it should twirl around and smile that smile. the smile only you can read, the smile your heart knows*

(nothing makes me smile like a new taylorswift song. and i just got a ton) rightnow im laughing at: monologue song (la la la) from when she was on snl. it's the greatest* mmm daddy's making delicous food. countdown to twoweeksnotice: three hours. countdown to thelakehouse: onehourhour. (not sure if ill be watching it though. my dad just told me it's like meetjoeblack, which broke my heart.) waitingfordinner songs: americangirl. your anything. barnyard song. lucky you. all by (you guessed it) taylorswift. apparently there are russian girls looking for me. um. no thankyou. i miss: gilmoregirls. blowpen artwork. the night we all stayed up downloading the chords to songs we loved to sing. you on guitar. and the 6am roadtrip that followed. mmmm freshcoriander. peppadew and feta. wonderful pesto. freshlybaked pitabread. exciting flavours exciting colours. I LOVE FOOD*

enchantedhappy xoxo

dreaming intermittently*

sometimes it scares me. and sometimes i wish i didn't, bc i can't take it back and that scares me even more. some days it feels too right to be good. but youve never given me reason to doubt. you always make it worth it. youre completely deserving of my trust. and you make me feel like sunshine. im so glad i let you in*

 

listening to: defying gravity (yay glee). pondering: isaiah fiftythree (did you know it was written SEVEN HUNDRED YEARS before jesus came. seven hundred years. read it. it's mindblowing). and wishing for: a fairytale ball (greek season three).

enchantedhappy xoxo

the way you show you love me*

[i wasn't implying that you were. i was saying please don't. she doesn't ever get to be ..one of yours. and this is not about trust or accusations. you know where i stand, whether you choose to believe it or not. don't get offended or mad with me. it's just... i see her and i worry. she isn't who she acts like. let me be protective of one thing, okay.]

 today wasn't fun. at all.

it felt like everything horrible that could happen chose today to show up.

but then i got a perfectly-timed romantic gift :) and a lovely conversation.

and yummy dessert*

 thankyou to you both.

joining in on much love mondays. and now to dream sweetly* (mostly bc all ive eaten today is jelly, strawberrycheesecake icecream, milktart and jellytots) bigbangtheory is rocking my world tonight. have a wonderful week :)

enchantedhappy xoxo

magic is might*

you scare me sometimes.

but not in the way that makes me want to run away. you make me need to run to you.

[you don't believe that i won't push you away.]

[never thought id be the girl with a hundred bangles on her arms, tb. it just happened]

remember corey and topanga? i used to sneak away to watch the show, i wasn't allowed. other good shows i miss: pb&j. the big comfy couch. cow & chicken. dexter's lab. proud family. arthur. totally spies. where in the world is carmen sandiego.

enchantedhappy xoxo

indulged in the parade of love and lust and wishful thinking*

spring finale of makeitorbreakit: ahh. all i wanted all this time, the reason i kept watching (mostly) is for him to sing for her. and it was epic and wonderful. and i love him. jessicasmith i pick you to download it on itunes for me bc i can't get it here and it's breaking my heart. almost literally*

this morning i am still. everything around me spins. but i am still.

lastnight, C came here mid-blogpost (lol that's a real term now) and gave me 17minutes to get ready for a supermodel-themed 28th. i got to see people ive missed. and wear heels for the first time in a while. two realisations came of lastnight: one which felt like a boulder crashing through my heart. one which made me feel like i was flying. also, a certainty in the brilliance of my 'cycle of trust' theory, which kinda makes me sad. 

 blackbelt, to answer what you once asked me: "There are hidden messages in every paragraph, in every line; in every breath I took whilst writing it."

i hope that this week brings.. sunshine. truth. long hair. laughter. custard.  happy birthday madiba*

enchantedhappy xoxo

oh wow, lovely*

"If we want to save anything, we first need to

truly appreciate it"

-Bernard Weber, Founder of New7Wonders

[this morning before work, i sat outside in the sun and read* my favourite quotes from what i read follow]

"For there is nothing heavier than compassion. Not even one's own pain weighs so heavy as the pain one feels with someone, for someone, a pain intensified by the imagination and prolonged by a hundred echoes."

[totally addicted to skins now. and cassie. aka hannah. she's troubled and pretty and dresses like a princess* yes i will spend my days stalking her. im sad that she leaves. but having read her character's full story, i appreciate the happy ending]

"loves are like empires: when the idea they are founded on crumbles, they, too, fade away."

"You can't measure the mutual affection of two human beings by the number of words they exchange."

— Milan Kundera

i had the greatest evening with B lastnight*

driving. yes driving. bc now she can legally drive. stalking her amazing blog. maths. youtube. hotchocolate. skins. actions to songs with dramatic endings. the romantic cd and the song i still have stuck in my head. i will love you forever.

my brother's allangray interview is right now. good luck, tim.

 
enchantedhappy xoxo

never knowing when*

 

(i'm ready for lil denim shorts again. so ready* it's not even raining here, so it's not even fun winter. gosh -wait, tomorrow itl rain just bc i said that- i want to lie in the sun all day *with sunblock, BRITT AND PAIGE!*  and to get cute new bikinis) so summer, please will you come now! and ninadobrev, you are so incredibly gorgeous. it makes me just a little bit sad. but mostly i just stare at you. -othergirl, im not really bothered by your presence.. the character you play has resulted in my lack of interest in you. that's quite lame.

[best.episode.ever.]

i'm waaay too lazy to get up for a movie or a book so i'll just sit over here, listening to the same five songs over and over. maybe i'll read the economist like scarlett told me to. hmm, yes actually. great idea :)

enchantedhappy xoxo

the other knowledge*

i should never have watched that episode. i am scared and nauseas. and shaking. this is me blogging in an attempt to escape into the land of pretty photos until i can breathe steady again.

i really like my nails this colour. calm. but i kinda want to paint them bloodred. back at opsmile office day is thursday. until then, i would like to feel better. and to lie down in a field of pretty flowers. i would also like a smoothie please. enchantedhappy xoxo

let the beat build..*

i must agree with sarahjane. michael mcintyre is great. so great.

what else is great today? vintage silver jewellery. the pretty reckless. thigh-high tights. cousinly bonding. new tv shows. external harddrive swapping. black-and-white everything. stethoscopes. models backstage. wedding videos. writing on whiteboards. london being a suitable solution to your kind of heartbreak. getting ur good on. the vampire diaries books being sold at exclusive. staying home on weekends. pancakes with icecream. procrastination. finding the best perfume in the whole wide world! the kind that i breathe in and cant help but smile, filled with the fragrance of joy* and then..sarahjane having an allergic reaction to it.

enchantedhappy xoxo

turn into pure light*

my cousin had an eighteenth century birthday party at this really beautiful place where they could ride horses. they made it look super cool. there was so much decadent food, exquisite crockery and vintage artwork. it felt like i was at the mad hatter's tea party. [omg i have to say how brilliant johnny depp was in the recent remake. gosh].. incredible setting. this is her friend, whose name i don't remember. -but she looked really pretty. the rest of the images are from electric breeze.

currently fascinated by: french blogs. the bible as a narrative. the grey's anatomy soundtrack. kimya dawson's lyrics.

enchantedhappy xoxo