my thoughts echo your name*

"This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you"

a beautiful college. sorority girl. fraternity boy. greek events. glee in your dorms. watching meteor showers together!!! i love that youre living my dream. and ofcourse, i proclaim the song of tonight (and every night since ive heard it, haha) enchanted by taylorswift.

love always xoxo

charles is driving; he he is driving*

[refraining from mentioning the names of these amazing models just for you, jessicasmith]

there's nothing i want more rightnow than to be able to attend FNO this year. honestly. im secretly (well, not so secretly anymore..) hoping that september tenth will be the day i finally master the art of teleportation. so that my heart and newyorkcity can once again be reunited in the perfect event for us. that, and not having to wash my hair rightnow.. oh and this unicorn perfume. just sayin.

enchantedhappy xoxo

takes my hearts place*

remember these? ahh good times.. stjoseph's memories. currently reading: we wish to inform you that tomorrow will be killed with our families: stories from rwanda by philipgourevitch. and 70 great christians: the story of the christian church by geoffreyhanks. still can't finish perfectmatch by jodipicoult. it's just... so heartbreaking, reading the kid's thoughts. he shouldn't be feeling like that. ever. let alone while he's so young. he's five, for goodness sake. five. oh gosh, i don't think i'll ever finish it..

jessicasmith, just read your 'thankyou elc' post..“once family, always family.” awww. and ohmygoodness i just discovered goodreads. it's he coolest thing! have u got it, miss adachi? i think youd love it! ive been on it for like.. seven hours straight, im so addicted!!! my mom is laughing at me for getting so excited at every new option, "andrea, get a real friend". #gottalovefamily (yes i am bringing twitter into every moment, bc i can) rightnow im: updating my 43things. currently reading: britt's romantic post aaand her amazing list of why it's great to be single. this whole morning i thought it was nextweek monday, and was kinda freaking out. haha, turns out it's only august23, calm down everyone. everything is suddenly so soon* lastnight escalated so quickly. and then i found an sms from you on may tenth. is it lame that that's the only thing that calmed me down? probably. but youre still in my life, and youre still the one i want to run to. so i guess that's a good sign.

so much happened this weekend. it seems all my adventures happen with especially with lisafortuin these days, haha we are so great.  but i guess ill blog about my thoughts and experiences some other time. i just bought cranberryjuice and a cranberryalmond bar. and a magazine i played a part in creating. tonight i will go enjoy those :) and that yummy green tea with jasmine mmmm. i don't feel like thinking or analysing. i just want to: complete the essay i began this morning. paint my nails barbie pink. search for more colleges in hawaii. but im mostly just smiling to myself about the INCREDIBLE people i have in my life. thankyou, amazing friends. you make me so happy, make my heart feel complete. sweet dreams to you all*

enchantedhappy xoxo

it's like you hit me with lightning..*

"You are a puzzle...complex are every one of your parts and pathways, every thread sewn into place is knotted so intricately that if I was to try and solve you, it might take me a lifetime. For you are evolving....ever expanding and decreasing, your ways forever wavering yet always holding true to WHO YOU ARE.

So who are you? What is it about you that completes the picture of who you are?

And why are so many of us never happy with the artwork that is ourselves?

Something for us to ponder....especially me.

IDENTITY is a crazy concept..."

-buthonestly

(i want their boots. and their dresses. please and thankyou) yay the kling spring2010 lookbook! la la la. today. the sun was bright. the discoball reflected all over the car. the birds were singing. it put us all in a delightful mood. that, and the chocolate springrolls :) aaaand. too many sales. too many sales. i think i found what i shall wear on my birthday* (and a top to wear with my jessicasmith-forever21 princess skirt YAY birthday birthday) and wow. you wrote me the greatest poem EVER.

current playlist includes: make you feel my love by adele. starry eyed by elliegoulding. your anything by (ta dahhh) taylor swift. three weeks, one day til madagascar. happy weekend*

enchantedhappy xoxo

contemplating you*

i came across these. they made me think of you.technically, im having tea. but i still cant get over how epic it is that you have a megaphone. and how priceless it would be to witness you telling your mom a story when she's upstairs. 

 we don't make sense. but you mean the world to me. so, like everything else. just accept.

we all say it now. especially the boys. silly influencial americans, they think they can just come here and change our vocabulary :) gosh.

today's number: 43. fragrance: white musk by thebodyshop. favourite meal: (tempted to say the eighth slice of pb toast..) tasty vegetarian-friendly wraps by daddy. favourite moment: ky. song: american girl by taylorswift. someone. tell me where my favourite places are. such a simple question. and yet.. it's proven so difficult. *freaking out* tomorrow is: make-britt-study-while-you-watch-skins-on-her-wonderful-mac day. oh, and soupkitchen-with-ali day. #ilovethegaplife. (twitter is life. only lisafortuin will get this.)

enchantedhappy xoxo

i cant resist the day*

today, the rain was beautiful. i received magical emails. miss adachi inspired my heart. as she tends to do. i baked. (yes, it was from a 'just add oil/water/eggs' pack. but it was delicious. and it looked edible, which is an accomplishment for me. and candywandy was proud of me, so be nice) and researched more colleges id like to attend.

[images via formeforyou]

i wrote happiness. had philosphical discussions. and tb drove me home. we listened to an insane remix of signs. "aaaat your funeral i was sooo upsettt" i am falling inlove with post-bartbass'-death chuck. again. bc he's just so much hotter. oh, i watched the heartbreaking season three finale of greek. and leigh posted a spoiler about chuck.

happy first-day-of-college, jessicasmith*

enchantedhappy xoxo

worth trying to be*

just wrote five heartfelt goodbye letters.

now onto the faraway (and notsofaraway) friends...

(wishing i could be there with you, miss adachi and jessicasmith. send my love to alexander and thekrew. awww i miss thekrew. late nights, early mornings, vending machine food *tear* youre going to have an amaaaazing time. -and jessica simpson, hello!- i miss you both so much. take thousands of photos)

[images via sixthandmain and jacqleenbleu]

enchantedhappy xoxo

indulged in the parade of love and lust and wishful thinking*

spring finale of makeitorbreakit: ahh. all i wanted all this time, the reason i kept watching (mostly) is for him to sing for her. and it was epic and wonderful. and i love him. jessicasmith i pick you to download it on itunes for me bc i can't get it here and it's breaking my heart. almost literally*

this morning i am still. everything around me spins. but i am still.

lastnight, C came here mid-blogpost (lol that's a real term now) and gave me 17minutes to get ready for a supermodel-themed 28th. i got to see people ive missed. and wear heels for the first time in a while. two realisations came of lastnight: one which felt like a boulder crashing through my heart. one which made me feel like i was flying. also, a certainty in the brilliance of my 'cycle of trust' theory, which kinda makes me sad. 

 blackbelt, to answer what you once asked me: "There are hidden messages in every paragraph, in every line; in every breath I took whilst writing it."

i hope that this week brings.. sunshine. truth. long hair. laughter. custard.  happy birthday madiba*

enchantedhappy xoxo

and you put it through...sunny side up*

yesterday was jo's nineteenth. and the final. a wonderful day. a very long night*

this morning: i woke up early and waited outside the office for half an hour. was oatmeal monday. tamlin showed us her homemade muesli. i listened to demi lovato. dashboard confessional. and the camprock soundtrack.

[the night we lost the dvd remote and couldnt watch glee has sparked a reunion with my box sets of The OC]

i've learnt how dangerous a lack of sleep can be. exhibit a: the opsmile office today. but really. gosh. and yes i did just awwww and almost cry at victoria's last post. yay south africa*

(wow im very dramatic today. first blogslapping, now this.)

i wish i had time to watch cute happy movies.

(bc i don't go to fakeschool. *ahem ahem* yes i am jealous)

also, thank you jessicasmith and cousin for killing this vibe. and thanks for the romantic office pop-in info-session boyfriend-analyse profile-stalking wine-overseas-discussion.

dear jono, apparently one night wasn't enough. but smoothies and icecream and endless amounts of caramel will make it better :)

ah 500 days of summer. miss adachi, enjoy the rest of yours. without fb :)

enchantedhappy xoxo