to be alive*

 now that i know enchanted is about him, ive rekindled my fascination with adam's tweets. and he just keeps getting better. in other news of the day: ive been listening to old playlists. aand cleaning the kitchen [whuuuut. yeah i speak truth.]

[glee + teenvogue = like heaven]

ive eaten too much chocolate cupcake batter. mmm so delicious, but all i want is water for the rest of the day. for now, im gonna keep watching my favourite part of camprock over and over. "been feeling lost, can't find the words to say.."

so inlove with her dress.

wishing: i could play guitar.

contemplating: how much things can change in a week.

aaand my new life goal: working for unicef.

{live like there's no tomorrow by selenagomez}

happy wednesday everyone xoxo

she's nineteen*

[my birthday sunrise]

today was a fairytale*

it really really was. completely perfect :)

it began way before midnight sang to me.

and the way my heart feels will last way past twentyfourhours.

there's nothing like a perfect birthday to make you feel loved.

[yes i did wear my tiara everywhere i went today]

i wish i could mention every moment that made me smile

im happy happy happy!

im wearing way too much jewellery, and il never take it off.

song obsession: miss nothing by theprettyreckless.

christmas movies. massacre stories. philosophy 101. sunrise. cranberryjuice. flowers. "who's amanda?" faraway friends. lost recipes. love letters. no rain. fireflies. forever friends. wonderful surprises. lovely bedtime phonecall. feeling like a princess. you singing my name..

 i have incredible friends!

birthday birthday birthday

xoxo

stop procrastinating, finish your posters. GO*

gosh, how great are zebras? VERY. You know what else is cute..? *you guessed it* SQUIRRELS. please please please, charles. pleeeaaaassse.

today i learnt: never to buy benben a large smoothie. ever again. ever. that people steam cakes. -with irons (ahem ahem zoe). that andrew winter did not infact buy his license, and is a wonderfully capable driver. and a very efficient fudge-stealer. tonight we had birthday dinner and pinkchampagne. and many many photographs (which youre also not going to see..)

things im dying to tell you but probably never will: youre going to be an amazing husband. and a wonderful father. but really. sitting: under my camprock blanket. watching seasonfour. waiting: for you to finally realise. and tell me what to do. wishing: that even for a moment, things could be simple. me and you. yes or no. cake or... ahh who am i kidding, always cake.

enchantedhappy xoxo

i cant resist the day*

today, the rain was beautiful. i received magical emails. miss adachi inspired my heart. as she tends to do. i baked. (yes, it was from a 'just add oil/water/eggs' pack. but it was delicious. and it looked edible, which is an accomplishment for me. and candywandy was proud of me, so be nice) and researched more colleges id like to attend.

[images via formeforyou]

i wrote happiness. had philosphical discussions. and tb drove me home. we listened to an insane remix of signs. "aaaat your funeral i was sooo upsettt" i am falling inlove with post-bartbass'-death chuck. again. bc he's just so much hotter. oh, i watched the heartbreaking season three finale of greek. and leigh posted a spoiler about chuck.

happy first-day-of-college, jessicasmith*

enchantedhappy xoxo

a million times before*

[image via herecomesthesun]

thelakehouse is on. but im trying not to pay attention, incase it breaks my heart. countdown to twoweeksnotice: thirtyseven minutes. "you weren't there. you didn't come." oh no, she sounds devastatingly calm. aaah he's asking her not to give up. whhhy is this movie on. why. (don't listen, andrea. don't listen to their heartbreak.)

(i love kittypaws. paws paws kittypaws.) stalking: forme-foryou. wonderful weekend photos. she has 'you are beautiful' engraved into her bedroom mirror. wears nailpolish in the colours i love. loves to photograph her cat. and she does 'this is what we ate' posts that actually look delicious. my calendar alarm for twoweeksnotice just went off. [view. confirm] i am taking this really seriously, haha im a strange lil girl. you know what i havent done in a while? iced cupcakes. and remember those homemade suckers? mmm summer.  

enchantedhappy xoxo

two is better than one*

happy birthday roz*

i hope it's been magical!

[i still really want to go to disneyland]

look, miss adachi! turquoise nailpolish :)

[a lovely dress* why do i recognise it?]

may the year to come be everything you want it to be. everything you need it to be. filled with love and joy and dreams come true. i can't wait for you to come back home*

[the parentals just came home with much cake. tomorrow i will finally watch thefantasticfour movie.]

enchantedhappy xoxo

stay a while*

 

completely conincidental yet extremely priceless moment. moonstruck forever* and wow blackbelt. thankyou. i don't even have a worthy response. you are almost as amazing as me. haha! -not a joke. 

dear girl-in-this-picture. you're cute. but you should know.. i'm cooler than you. mostly bc: i have an electric blanket under my sheet. i have pink fairylights. i'm drinking the most delicious rooibostea outv a pretty porcelain teacup. i am not wearing pearls on my wrist, but thirteen sillybands -dinosaurs and sealife, to be exact. i'm reading the newnew teenvogue. and victoria's [amazing] new blog.  

[if you weren't my person. i'd wish for one as great as you. -actually, id probably be sitting in a corner being emo. with no one to just accept lol. five years is a long time, kid. let's not test the theory]

 tomorrow used to be called friday. but it became 'fruity friday'. and now it's known as 'fancy fruity friday'. hoping for suiting up at work tomorrow :) for scarlett's wedges and tamlin's "devil wears prada shoes". and we all love the green floral shirt, scar! -just sayin. and happy birthday ashley tisdale. [can't wait for my holliemail from dublin to arrive]

songs of tonight: never leave you by tinchystryder. the girl can't help it by lmfao. my generation by thewho. thought she knew by thesingletrack. don't steal our sun by thrills.

enchantedhappy xoxo

and they come just in time*

seriously. how insane is this dress?! yes, please! but i'm not liking those shoes. i have the powerpuff girls song stuck in my head. even though i've been listening to 'today is a fairytale' over and over. still haven't seen valentine's day gosh. i saw dear john, though. so beautiful. ah love*

this weekend, i watched most of season two again. wow. so great. also wierd to hear songs that i like now that are in the very first episodes haha. i really really like jenny humphrey's outfit here. like, can i please have it for my birthday. even the lipstick :) thank you.

this picture makes me think of sarahjane. and yay i got to see her lastnight. yay! and lyns, chaz ben and britt resolved the fake story drama haha *awkward*

and at ststephens we sang indescribable and i haven't heard it in forever so it was delightful.

Indescribable, uncontainable,

You placed the stars in the sky

and You know them by name

You are amazing God

Incomparable, unchangeable

You see the depths of my heart

and You love me the same

You are amazing God

i feel like writing a love letter. of the friendship variety. but i hath not the time to do so. *sigh*

oh well. instead, when i get home i will watch more 'private practise' yay* doctors and love. there are so many references to.. coitus (yes i learn words from 'big bang') haha it's quite extreme really. today im wearing a pretty high-waisted skirt. and my cool black belt. so i am happy.

oh and i just found out i wil be running the opsmile fundraiser with the UK all by myself. the entire project is mine. super exciting! i heart opsmile. and prety shoes. like the ones i walk past in woolworths everyday.

enchantedhappy xoxo

she's a lady*

there she is!!! the beautiful and wonderful newly eighteen year old :)

happy happy birthday to you, sarahjane!! hope it's a magical day...

...filled with indulgence in the simple delights of the world..

..amazing dresses.. luxurious cupcakes.. intense lipstick.. pretty shoes...

[ how insane is this cupcake?!!! seriously. a hairbrush on a cupcake?! wow.]

we're going to have an exciting day.. a spa adventure ..can't wait :)

even though ur old and boring now, dont ever forget to dream big :)

i hope u get your brogues...

and beautiful vintage rings...

and exquisite cupcakes*

yay pearls :) and a reminder that u are indeed a princess*

ur light is ultraviolet*

love always

enchantedhappy xoxo

for sarahjane*

i saw these and thought of you. love you, sarahjane xoxo