and i will make you sound like..*

"well, now i don't have a chance with any of the girls in this room.."

oh, my boy..

if only you knew

if only you tried

if only she had told me

that you looked at me like that

my restless heart would

stop for a second

and then beat for you always.

if only her first reaction was different

if only she didn't catch your eye

youd see through her laugh, her dance

and hate me for not showing you

the truth before it broke you

if only i could be

embracing fall with missadachi

with the boy who chose his girlfriend over our friendship

rushing with jessicasmith

exploring restaurants in town

listening to this wonderful cd

-without wanting to share it all with you

if only you saw the way your eyes shine

the way your heart glows

and my world reflects it all back to you

"pick me

choose me

love me"

for now i will attempt to sleep

and not dream of ending friendships. again.

tomorrow is one of lastminutes. birthdays. and a night with sarahjane <3

enchantedhappy xoxo

something i see in you*

so my mom's new job means more integration in 'the community'. she took us to this worldcup thing and the spirit amongst the people was incredible. this is my daddy and the cool fish man*this little girl waved her flag and sang enthusiastically while they played the national anthem.. the cutest thing to see* and flip, she is so beautiful.

[sarahjane x countryroad]

we went to go watch a game at the fanpark the other day... and stefan had... quite a few beers. he struck up some very interesting conversations with randoms on the way back to the car. and we very much enjoyed the outcome.

"a demonstration of power. a demonstration of strength. a demonstration of soccer." -on germany's beautiful game against australia.

"mona gave me two bites of her burger... but we scored four goals. -that's twice the amount of bites she gave me!"

and the commentator said some strange things...

"tough game for the socceroos, at the sight of a german girl."

"did he just say 'free drink'?" -me.

"if you believe in history..."

twas a good night, with crazy people. and seeing goldfish play live is always amazing*

"is that a real word, germany?" -lisafortuin.

"is australia even playing?"=lisa fortuin.

"and to think, ten minutes ago i was in my sleeping bag and pajamas...and now i'm here. -but i'm still in my pajamas!" -rustin.

enchantedhappy xoxo

..and uv already got me coming undone..*

[i wasn't just saying it, i really do miss you knowing me]
"Today you are you, that is truer than true. There is no one alive who is youer than you."
~ Dr. Seuss. thanks, blackbelt*

amanda seyfried. those miu miu shoes. the beach. amazingly oldschool outfit. need i say more?

i love these shoes. and my islc family. and the fact that i can go over to B's house in the middle of the day in my pajamas to play rockband and eat chocolate mousse. also, the way her mom kindly let us know that none of us should give up on university in favour of a career in music.

sarahjane, this is missoni water made me think of you*

currently stalking: theduckduckcollective. already hooked on: 'pretty little liars' ..crystal, wanna hook a girl up? why, thank you :) still listening to: kissin' u. over and over again :) if i ever stop watching greys, il dream happy tonight*

enchantedhappy xoxo

i say you should've known..*

the dress is topshop. im stalking fashiontoast again. as im waiting for the parentals to get back. and then yay i get to see sarahjane*

the weekend finally arrived. *joyful sigh* enjoy it. i sure will. in a relaxed, sophisticated, workaholic-ish manner.

enchantedhappy xoxo

she's a lady*

there she is!!! the beautiful and wonderful newly eighteen year old :)

happy happy birthday to you, sarahjane!! hope it's a magical day...

...filled with indulgence in the simple delights of the world..

..amazing dresses.. luxurious cupcakes.. intense lipstick.. pretty shoes...

[ how insane is this cupcake?!!! seriously. a hairbrush on a cupcake?! wow.]

we're going to have an exciting day.. a spa adventure ..can't wait :)

even though ur old and boring now, dont ever forget to dream big :)

i hope u get your brogues...

and beautiful vintage rings...

and exquisite cupcakes*

yay pearls :) and a reminder that u are indeed a princess*

ur light is ultraviolet*

love always

enchantedhappy xoxo

shout out your name so it echoes in every room*

sarahjane, you are amazing :) hope uv been enjoyin the sunglasses. they were found on camps bay beach on my birthday. so they gave them to me, haha. and u look wonderful in them, with ur tuc biscuits* on our last ever civvies day. wow, senior year is coming to an end so soon. it's kinda scary. but i'm so excited!

what a magnificent ring..
enchantedhappy forever xoxo