to let you know why*

stylecraving: these hats.

90210 flashback: "All they need to know is that youre my brother. Thats my story"

happy weekend everyone, im hoping for more rain xoxo

yes, it really IS that pretty*

"If fashion fixes are your sugar highs, you'd better be sitting down. Today, Lanvin releases the complete lookbook for their collaboration with H&M, and it's (really) even better than we expected. Cocktail dresses have mesh overlays embroidered with Golightly-esque gemstone "necklaces." Shoes have lush silk ribbons and floral prints. Faux fur is piled high, and cinched with satin bows. This is a Dress Up Box collection for grown-ups and it's kind of a dream.

The entire line hits stores on November 23 - that's a Tuesday, for those planning your "I'm too sick to work" day - and for now, here's a hysterical video and some shots of the outfits seen on screen."

[Thanks, Faran.]

Lanvin x H&M

There are dangerous things I'd do for something from this line. Dangerous things...

xoxo

everyone has their own sound*

i want to shatter something. throw it across the room and hear it break. but then i want to dance in a greengreen garden dusted with sparkly things that the sun hits perfectly. and to feel like everything is happening in slow motion.

today's song obsession: let it out now by leeland. currently addicted to calla. the day was filled with: new old bedrooms. writing loveletters. us, just being.together in the best way. longing for: new places. beautiful snow with miss adachi. and our long awaited skype-date.

You ride away
as though it's

already behind you

Lost to marvelous things

discarded

for me to gather

all the broken

skeleton leaves

and torn dragonfly wings

tied together

like soft whispers

shhhhh...

don't let them touch

can't let them see

drowning now
like butterflies

in a honey sea.

-starflowerandindigo 

reading justagirl. makes me go "awww". and makes me love you even more. and. it makes me realise that maybe (just maybe) i should ease up, bc shame you really like him.

  "I love you, more than blurs on my eyelashes (tinted with eventide) and the summer sunset at twilight and bird faces on the moon. (Your ladder to the stars)"

my world hurts when youre not in it. and that seems like all the time these days...

xoxo

where the light is*

 the intro melody in say by johnmayer.

 everything it makes me feel or think is my world today.

and to quote my email to leigh:

 "i feel like spinning around in sparkly colours and not worrying*

so that's what il do."

contemplating:

how insanely beautiful trees are.

the colours in the sky; how are there so many at once?

and the way it seems like theres gold paint dripping across the clouds

as the sky sets behind them.

how having children changes you.

the kind of heartbreak ive been protected from.

im nearing the end of houserules.

it felt like id never get past halfway.

im really really enjoying it.

it makes me want to study psych.

 and hug every mom in the world for the sacrifices they make. 

i love the way she writes.

the rest of the night will be spent...

trying to keep my room as dark as possible, while fighting the urge to finish the book.

listening to johnmayer's album, heavier things.

and eating vanilla icecream.

xoxo

standing in the shadows*

  i cant wait for summer.

some people are just cool.

xoxo

one month til magic*

My Birthday List

A Pretty Journal

A Love Listography Book

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Tins of Caramel

Ice Cream Cone Lamp

Special K with RedBerries

CranberryAppleCinnamon Tea

Mood Nailpolish

The Last Song DVD

Pink LaffyTaffy

SillyBandz

CocaCola FizzPops

The Hannah Montana Movie DVD

Serendipity DVD

That cool stainless steel Waterbottle

SurfJoy. Yes, SurfJoy. A Whole Box.

CranApple Juice

PinkLemonade Snapple

Mixtapes. And by Mixtapes I mean CDs

That Aldo poster with Stam and the Heart

Awesum Tights

Those Sunglasses *cough cough POPPATRUNKS*

A Mug. I like mugs.

A Polaroid Camera

Highwaisted Skirts

Magazines duh

An Orchid

Callen's boots

Birthday Cards in The Mail

Happy Birthday Nailpolish

To be taken on The Perfect Date

AppleCinnamon Muffins

Yummy Body Butter

This Forget Me Knot Ring

Flowers. In vases, all over the house.

I still have no idea what my party will be. And the place I want to watch the sun rise may not be open early enough. But I am really really excited regardless. It will be the best day in the whole wide world. I Love My Birthday*

enchantedhappy xoxo

charles is driving; he he is driving*

[refraining from mentioning the names of these amazing models just for you, jessicasmith]

there's nothing i want more rightnow than to be able to attend FNO this year. honestly. im secretly (well, not so secretly anymore..) hoping that september tenth will be the day i finally master the art of teleportation. so that my heart and newyorkcity can once again be reunited in the perfect event for us. that, and not having to wash my hair rightnow.. oh and this unicorn perfume. just sayin.

enchantedhappy xoxo

it's like you hit me with lightning..*

"You are a puzzle...complex are every one of your parts and pathways, every thread sewn into place is knotted so intricately that if I was to try and solve you, it might take me a lifetime. For you are evolving....ever expanding and decreasing, your ways forever wavering yet always holding true to WHO YOU ARE.

So who are you? What is it about you that completes the picture of who you are?

And why are so many of us never happy with the artwork that is ourselves?

Something for us to ponder....especially me.

IDENTITY is a crazy concept..."

-buthonestly

(i want their boots. and their dresses. please and thankyou) yay the kling spring2010 lookbook! la la la. today. the sun was bright. the discoball reflected all over the car. the birds were singing. it put us all in a delightful mood. that, and the chocolate springrolls :) aaaand. too many sales. too many sales. i think i found what i shall wear on my birthday* (and a top to wear with my jessicasmith-forever21 princess skirt YAY birthday birthday) and wow. you wrote me the greatest poem EVER.

current playlist includes: make you feel my love by adele. starry eyed by elliegoulding. your anything by (ta dahhh) taylor swift. three weeks, one day til madagascar. happy weekend*

enchantedhappy xoxo

haven't thought of yours*

yesterday. i was plagued by the word 'SALE'. it's everywhere!!! i haven't been in a mall, for so long. well. ya. bc i just used to want everything and then id build an entire imaginary wardrobe (WARDROBE) in my head, and it just wasn't getting healthy. also, i was just too busy to even windowshop. and (as victoria constantly reminds me) i don't really venture out in public these days. anywaaaay. yesterday. alllll that changed. it got dangerous. my feet really hurt. but it was totally worth it. there was a wonderful dress at hiltonweiner. but now i have people in my kitchen (three of the only people who actually read this. HI GUYS) so i better go. ahhh i found shoes that make me feel like valentines day! i might have to buy them today. love love.

enchantedhappy xoxo

you should be so lucky*

"yes i own the hotel, and live in it. my life is very much like monopoly"

 ilovethismovie :) two favourite songs so far: big yellow taxi. and magic moments. haha and theyre testing the bed's bounciness. this is a GREAT movie* lovely lovely movie. hugh grant, you rock my world. and sandra bullock rocks yours. ah love* hmmm. shall i watch youvegotmail next? perhaps. tomorrow is simply asia day. i love the concept of i make. you wear it.  and generally im not a fan of those 'fill in your version of the survey' things. at all. but hey. why not...

flowers or shapes? flowers please. in my hair, and in vases around my house like in thegreatgatsby. but if stars count as shapes, stars always win. always.

"but if it's any consolation, i will be dead eventually."

"that's just silly. have you met everybody on the planet?"

my favourite disney villian: i dont like villians. they scare me. i generally scream at them. and the main character for trusting them. every.time.i.watch.it. do they never learn?

my favourite clothing item when i was little: um. how little? i went through so many phases. when i was like.. a baby. my strawberry dress, (HIMYM moment: "her name was strawberry!!") my mommy embroidered it. later on...3/4 pants. and platforms. haha. yes i had kicks. i lost one when we lived in the hotel in atlanta. yes lived. for long. best experience ever. the losing of the shoe ended the phase. but it was okay, bc id just had my pink fakesnakeskin pants made. OH YES I DID.

rightnow, id most like to wear: hmm. the chiffondress blair's minion wears to the snowflake ball.

the worst thing i ever did was: perhaps that time i pretended to have run away and my parents got all the neighbours involved in the search for me. only to find id been hiding in the secret compartment of my cupboard for hours? i dno, that could be it...

where is your cellphone rightnow? on the table next to me. i just got an sms from victoria. reminding me of what id said.

"okay, we obviously can't leave you alone with a stapler"

my hair: NEVER grows. whhhy does it hate me?! don't answer that. actually, maybe do.

"like a bobcat salty type pretzel.. because that's what men want."

when i grow up i want to be: mostly the girl i described yesterday. the girl who sparkles when she walks. and lives in the moment. the girl who lights up a room. who lights up his eyes. i want to always be living out my passion. i want to always be living for jesus. living with god as my centre. i want to inspire your hearts. i want to be honest and trusting. spontaneous and true. to be the most sincere, loyal friend. i want to be an encouragement. to be a source of strength. never to need to run to someone, but to always have people in my life who i can run to. i always want to believe in love, wishing on stars and the beauty of dreams. more than anything else, all ive ever wanted to be, is truly happy. truly deeply completely happy.

enchantedhappy xoxo

find your beautiful rest*

[image via thecobrasnake -i think..]

the past week has been quite eventful. fashion shows. elite lifestyles. food poisoning. themed parties. subconsious-alerting dreams. long drives home. boys who haven't learnt their lesson. and a girl who wont accept the truth. a twitter reunion. advice from faraway. overrated movies. new tights. hardcore remixes. season finales. profound book ideas. and many many of those 'wow, i have truly incredible friends' moments. so, admidst the heartbreak and despite the confusion.. i know i am blessed. and i am truly thankful*

into me, here*

goodmorning to you. and to my insane new tights. which my mom wouldn't let me buy in every colour bc she thinks ill lose them. (gosh) but i wont. bc i love them.  

i also love my americanapparel + theyeahyeahyeahs tshirt. so im wearing them together. with my lumopink nails n lipstick. yay pinklipstick day :)

(i want to be leamichele) and now. to embrace the day. who'll be at lunch today? lisafortuin. the australians. kenny and his wife. yay food* and yay my new rose ring. -never really been a ring person. but things are a'changin.... ooooh. haha. images via sequinmagazine. -im so addicted.

oh and charles..? BACK OFF of snoekie. but really.

enchantedhappy xoxo

but what does one wear to a madhatter's teaparty..?*

(kinda obsessed with bows this week. and blonde hair. lol)   

(cute blazer + highwaistedskirt + pink + socks and sandals the only way i approve = the kinda math i can actually do)

(yay lil tshirts with heart-shaped buttons. and yay satin)

mmmm. i might have to go to 15 on orange to get some at cinnamon.

(images via sequinmagazine)

im still stuck on which colour to paint my nails...

enchantedhappy xoxo