everyone has their own sound*

i want to shatter something. throw it across the room and hear it break. but then i want to dance in a greengreen garden dusted with sparkly things that the sun hits perfectly. and to feel like everything is happening in slow motion.

today's song obsession: let it out now by leeland. currently addicted to calla. the day was filled with: new old bedrooms. writing loveletters. us, just being.together in the best way. longing for: new places. beautiful snow with miss adachi. and our long awaited skype-date.

You ride away
as though it's

already behind you

Lost to marvelous things

discarded

for me to gather

all the broken

skeleton leaves

and torn dragonfly wings

tied together

like soft whispers

shhhhh...

don't let them touch

can't let them see

drowning now
like butterflies

in a honey sea.

-starflowerandindigo 

reading justagirl. makes me go "awww". and makes me love you even more. and. it makes me realise that maybe (just maybe) i should ease up, bc shame you really like him.

  "I love you, more than blurs on my eyelashes (tinted with eventide) and the summer sunset at twilight and bird faces on the moon. (Your ladder to the stars)"

my world hurts when youre not in it. and that seems like all the time these days...

xoxo

when i'm here with you..*

[photos taken in.. blouberg.]

it rained. i slept late. and im pretty sure the lady next to me in the train was on drugs.

i am loving this book, it's fascinating.-now i kinda wish i lived in '77. i've resumed many old habits today. and by old, i mean i stopped them for like a week. but it's felt like forever. hello again, cheesy-delicious two-minute noodles. and sugary-sweet jellytots. aaand many many postage stamps. yay yay mail day :) finally going to rashmi's this evening. life withour her is.. dangerous. i found a dress like the one serena wears on her first date with dan. i've been stalking miss adachi's amazing poetry. and listening to 'andrea and the falling stars'. track two is partly in french and perfect for dancing in the rain* i really miss alexander.

"and I don't think you're beautiful, i think you're beyond it"

come here, boi*

enchantedhappy xoxo

like i do*

this is freakishly close. i have no idea how this happened. and i kinda feel awkward looking at it for so long haha. but i like the photo. and those which follow. i don't know why. it's back to that 'party photo intensity' phase. lol. anyway, so C, i guess ur a celeb now. i hope ur okay with it.

insane glasses. go lisa! and thank you to the guy outside cav for providing these at an alarmingly good price :)

this may be my last week of freedom. so im going thru my photos from the good days. most of which have not yet bn uploaded to fb or flickr. so stay tuned. lol.

enchantedhappy xoxo

snapshots of E's eighteenth*

L's beautiful outfit. ended up very GG, with the heads not shown. accidental*

E and her boyfriend S. ah they are so cute* she asked him to be her date to prom that night.

C and R dancing*