everyone has their own sound*

i want to shatter something. throw it across the room and hear it break. but then i want to dance in a greengreen garden dusted with sparkly things that the sun hits perfectly. and to feel like everything is happening in slow motion.

today's song obsession: let it out now by leeland. currently addicted to calla. the day was filled with: new old bedrooms. writing loveletters. us, just being.together in the best way. longing for: new places. beautiful snow with miss adachi. and our long awaited skype-date.

You ride away
as though it's

already behind you

Lost to marvelous things

discarded

for me to gather

all the broken

skeleton leaves

and torn dragonfly wings

tied together

like soft whispers

shhhhh...

don't let them touch

can't let them see

drowning now
like butterflies

in a honey sea.

-starflowerandindigo 

reading justagirl. makes me go "awww". and makes me love you even more. and. it makes me realise that maybe (just maybe) i should ease up, bc shame you really like him.

  "I love you, more than blurs on my eyelashes (tinted with eventide) and the summer sunset at twilight and bird faces on the moon. (Your ladder to the stars)"

my world hurts when youre not in it. and that seems like all the time these days...

xoxo

assigned edition*

to whom it may concern

the book you wrote

a jelly sculpture

valentinesday cookies. and cookiedough

a romantic french letter

forms

a roadtrip (OH WAIT. youre leaving the country. FINE)

a pocket thesaurus

cinnamon/orangeblossom perfume. with the cool poofy thing

a superhero cape

you know who you are.

one month, one day.

get on it.

all my love*

enchantedhappy xoxo

thirtyfour minutes*

[image via blackorchid]

rightnow: im listening to theboy by rarariot. (thankyou nylon) aaaaand the only source of joy today (besides snoekie's letter. and mark. and a lovely fire. and an actual sms from victoria. and love from demi. and moments with lisafortuin that only the two of us will ever truly understand. and ephesians 4-5. *OKAY FINE il admit it. today turned out good*) is the possibility of missadachi coming here. ahhh this song makes me miss live music on hot summer evenings. tangerine smoothies. spontaneous roadtrips. cotton dresses in the cool midnight breeze. city lights on the way back home.. and the summer we wore matching bikinis. before all this mess.

enchantedhappy xoxo

and they come just in time*

seriously. how insane is this dress?! yes, please! but i'm not liking those shoes. i have the powerpuff girls song stuck in my head. even though i've been listening to 'today is a fairytale' over and over. still haven't seen valentine's day gosh. i saw dear john, though. so beautiful. ah love*

this weekend, i watched most of season two again. wow. so great. also wierd to hear songs that i like now that are in the very first episodes haha. i really really like jenny humphrey's outfit here. like, can i please have it for my birthday. even the lipstick :) thank you.

this picture makes me think of sarahjane. and yay i got to see her lastnight. yay! and lyns, chaz ben and britt resolved the fake story drama haha *awkward*

and at ststephens we sang indescribable and i haven't heard it in forever so it was delightful.

Indescribable, uncontainable,

You placed the stars in the sky

and You know them by name

You are amazing God

Incomparable, unchangeable

You see the depths of my heart

and You love me the same

You are amazing God

i feel like writing a love letter. of the friendship variety. but i hath not the time to do so. *sigh*

oh well. instead, when i get home i will watch more 'private practise' yay* doctors and love. there are so many references to.. coitus (yes i learn words from 'big bang') haha it's quite extreme really. today im wearing a pretty high-waisted skirt. and my cool black belt. so i am happy.

oh and i just found out i wil be running the opsmile fundraiser with the UK all by myself. the entire project is mine. super exciting! i heart opsmile. and prety shoes. like the ones i walk past in woolworths everyday.

enchantedhappy xoxo

hey, soul sister*

so alexander sent me the song. it brightened my day. happy bubbly love. i was dancing round the house and putting on sunny dresses. playing it loud, over and over* and then you spoke about it too. it's lovely :) like the olsen twins. i heart them*

"I knew I wouldn't forget you and so I went and let
You blow my mind
Your sweet moon beam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister ain't that mister mister on the radio stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister I don't want to miss a single thing you do
Tonight
Heeey Heeeeey heeeey...

Just in time
I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection we can't deny"

we're gonna be writing letters, sending postcards, random packages filled with love and memories.. and travelling across the world forever and always* ..yup even when ur the cute asian granny teaching your grandkids japanese in your rocking chair ;)

my dad was whistling the ice cream truck song today. it got me all excited* and i love this photo, it's random and cute. and i think we should do a great ice cream adventure wherever we go. bc i like ice cream. and photos. and travelling. and you.

beautiful you. my inspiring, incredible friend. miss adachi <3>

forever and always*

enchantedhappy xoxo