like a fireworks show*

You’ll take me to the vintagerecord store

Down the road from where you live

And we’ll show each other beautiful covers

Legends in their younger days

Then we’ll walk through the streets

Of our lovely hometown

Our footsteps in the snow

Fairy lights in the trees

Streetlamps guiding the way

To the house where you tell me

You dream of raising your daughters

And that brilliant son you'll
Play ball with down the street

We sneak out back and

See the beautiful garden

'We could build a treehouse or a princess tent'

You say

-All I see is the isle

I want to walk down to you

With my hair up

In my perfect white dress

And they'd capture the moments

We laughed on the swings

And danced by the tree

You turn to me and smile

That dangerously charming

Look in your eyes

Captivates my heart

-I see you dreaming

I feel you hoping

And suddenly my dreams melt into yours

We’re standing in line

At crowded a mall

With giant sparkling trees

Waiting to meet Santa

To tell him they’ve been good 

To the North Pole we post

The wishes of our precious little ones

We’re sitting by the fire just before bedtime

Drinking your famous hot cocoa

And they're wearing the sweaters
Your mom made

With all the love in the world

Lost in my dreaming

You gently lift my chin

Say the light makes me glow

That I make your heart happy

And there it is

The perfect kiss

-Sparks fly between the flutters

The perfect first date

And im dreaming of forever 

Looking into your eyes

Holding your hand

Dancing to the music

Of our beating hearts

And im dreaming of forever with you
xoxo

the battle's in your hands now*

[i would like to be her tonight.]

all im thinking is:

"omg im so bad at math. #butreally

 thank you God for giving me atleast one skill in my love for language.

 please, SAT, please be kind to me. you could make my dreams come true."

i wish: i could sit somewhere with hundreds of lanterns

 in a princess dress, drinking white hot chocolate.

but mostly, my heart whispers "please come back, james. please"

happy tuesday, i guess.

xoxo

happybirthday sarahmurphy*

it's eight twenty. lisa is sleeping in my bed. the dogs next door are barking. i'm busy stalking Lord_Voldemort7's tweets.bc theyre hilarious and brilliant. i just finished my tea. aaaand. ohmygosh its eight twenty.

Things i don't understand: What we did before we got a dishwasher. WHAT is up with Nu Metro making me BUY 3D glasses?! Could you not have told me this before I left my 8 other pairs at home. And we allll know your 'glasses aren't included in ticket price' line is a FAKESTORY. No need to lie. How sethcohen is so dang amazing. [WHY.-no. HOW you felt you had to do this at seven am, and then leave. with me feeling like this. it's just rude and you should be ashamed. i am sorry though. truly and completely. tell me how to make this right] Aaaand. I am fully going to be lame and agree with the hype: stepup3D. INSANELY COOL. Also (and more importantly) I'm in love with Moose. More than I was in the "tastes like candycanes at christmaaas" days. WAY more. So backoff. Mine. ("mine mine mine" *just for you chaitea*)

In other news of the day. Allll of you. Yes, even you. Should click on this link now. And follow my friend's blog. Bc apprently she's getting marked on the amount of followers she has. For school. Kay GO. I'm off to watch The OC, and hope Seth can make me feel better... And wonder (but not care) if the "Californiaaaa" will wake Lisa up..

enchantedhappy xoxo

to be your anything*

[images via seemeeverywhere/artpixie]

that's how you make my heart feel. like it should twirl around and smile that smile. the smile only you can read, the smile your heart knows*

(nothing makes me smile like a new taylorswift song. and i just got a ton) rightnow im laughing at: monologue song (la la la) from when she was on snl. it's the greatest* mmm daddy's making delicous food. countdown to twoweeksnotice: three hours. countdown to thelakehouse: onehourhour. (not sure if ill be watching it though. my dad just told me it's like meetjoeblack, which broke my heart.) waitingfordinner songs: americangirl. your anything. barnyard song. lucky you. all by (you guessed it) taylorswift. apparently there are russian girls looking for me. um. no thankyou. i miss: gilmoregirls. blowpen artwork. the night we all stayed up downloading the chords to songs we loved to sing. you on guitar. and the 6am roadtrip that followed. mmmm freshcoriander. peppadew and feta. wonderful pesto. freshlybaked pitabread. exciting flavours exciting colours. I LOVE FOOD*

enchantedhappy xoxo

from the second hotel*

[images via weliveyoung]

today. delicious berry smoothies that tasted like carefree afternoons. conversation with rene. discovered my inner musical prodigy. oh, and medschool was wonderful. the day has been one of sunshine and lovely friends. (some less lovely than others...*just sayin*) also, for a moment this afternoon.. i was in a room ("dieseksiesaal." fun to read, fun to say) with many many tables. and many many dead bodies. and tumors with hair inside. This Is Med School. [the bone marrow is the factory] tonight it's me on the couch, strawberrycheesecake icecream and twoweeksnotice. couldn't ask for anything more :) except maybe for you to see what she's really doing. still listening to: mine and i'd lie. also: boyfriend by thebestcoast -the lyrics are whiny, but the melody makes my head spin :) scissor runner by jennyandjohnny. king of the beach by thewavves. now it's the weekend, go out and play!

enchantedhappy xoxo

with a fear of falling*

"but when im with you, i feel like i can breathe again. not in a 'you consume me' way. in a 'with you im the girl i want to be, you know my thoughts and trust my opinions' way. you see right through me even before my instinct is to hide anything. when im the girl i want to be, who dances in the street when it's raining, and wears clothes to match how she's feeling. the girl who smiles in the moments inbetween and sparkles when she walks.. when im that girl. im dancing with you. and you kiss me. and we're inlove. but thats all in my head right now. if only the world was all the colours i dream. if only there were balloons and lanterns everywhere. if only my life were the moment the sun rises. that incredible, powerful, hold-your-breath-can-you-believe-this-is-really-happening moment when the light bursts through."

enchantedhappy xoxo

dreaming intermittently*

sometimes it scares me. and sometimes i wish i didn't, bc i can't take it back and that scares me even more. some days it feels too right to be good. but youve never given me reason to doubt. you always make it worth it. youre completely deserving of my trust. and you make me feel like sunshine. im so glad i let you in*

 

listening to: defying gravity (yay glee). pondering: isaiah fiftythree (did you know it was written SEVEN HUNDRED YEARS before jesus came. seven hundred years. read it. it's mindblowing). and wishing for: a fairytale ball (greek season three).

enchantedhappy xoxo

find your beautiful rest*

[image via thecobrasnake -i think..]

the past week has been quite eventful. fashion shows. elite lifestyles. food poisoning. themed parties. subconsious-alerting dreams. long drives home. boys who haven't learnt their lesson. and a girl who wont accept the truth. a twitter reunion. advice from faraway. overrated movies. new tights. hardcore remixes. season finales. profound book ideas. and many many of those 'wow, i have truly incredible friends' moments. so, admidst the heartbreak and despite the confusion.. i know i am blessed. and i am truly thankful*

for all the days of wonder*

[stellamccartney resort. image via jakandjil]

today it was bright and sunny :) spent most of it watching bigbangtheory. and re-realising how much i want chace crawford for my birthday. just found out that 'do it day' this year is while im in madagascar. *sigh* oh but we had a meeting about our mission tonight. super exciting! also exciting: today means exactly two months til my nineteeth :) yay yay. aaaand. HAPPYBIRTHDAY Kelsey* apparently my family "doesnt know where the photo went". they got a very big "how does it just disappear, i specially put it there" lecture. i mean, gosh. haha but until i find it, i present you with these:

i hope it's been filled with beautiful moments*

all my love

enchantedhappy xoxo

indulged in the parade of love and lust and wishful thinking*

spring finale of makeitorbreakit: ahh. all i wanted all this time, the reason i kept watching (mostly) is for him to sing for her. and it was epic and wonderful. and i love him. jessicasmith i pick you to download it on itunes for me bc i can't get it here and it's breaking my heart. almost literally*

this morning i am still. everything around me spins. but i am still.

lastnight, C came here mid-blogpost (lol that's a real term now) and gave me 17minutes to get ready for a supermodel-themed 28th. i got to see people ive missed. and wear heels for the first time in a while. two realisations came of lastnight: one which felt like a boulder crashing through my heart. one which made me feel like i was flying. also, a certainty in the brilliance of my 'cycle of trust' theory, which kinda makes me sad. 

 blackbelt, to answer what you once asked me: "There are hidden messages in every paragraph, in every line; in every breath I took whilst writing it."

i hope that this week brings.. sunshine. truth. long hair. laughter. custard.  happy birthday madiba*

enchantedhappy xoxo

charles and bronwyn sitting in a tree*

stalking letterstocrushes. maple syrup on anything i can find. still waiting for charlie st cloud to come out. intended for today to be for reading.but it ended up being filled with makeitorbreakit.-been crying my heart out. next up, finish vd.

oh and i went to the dentist. there was a lady who looked like alek wek. her daughter screamed for hours. but she wore a silver sparkly dress* i am now officially (always offically) excited for halloween. this week was pinklipstick week. will you watch serendipity with me?

[my hair is "so brown" these days. contemplating the need for dye.]

enchantedhappy xoxo

and in your words i hear a melody*

i'm not upset bc you left. i'm upset bc you were the only one who could see what i was really feeling. the only one who knew of the thoughts rushing through my mind. the only one who could see that i was about to cry. and when i called to you, when i needed you, you were caught up in your own frustration. you left me and without a moment's consideration, you forgot about my pain.

it's misty and i'm tired. i'm pretty sure it just began to rain. (buuut that might just be the dishwasher?)  i feel like the world is spinning way too fast for me to catch my breath. and above all the chaos, you're both telling me to take the risk. but im freaking out. atleast if it failed when you were here, i could run to you when it hurt. now, you'll know. but you can't hug me til i cry. i can't lie with you until i breathe steady, until i think clearly. and you cant make it feel better without words.

more than anything right now... i want to spend a week there. drinking endless amounts of tea and reading old books all day. watching the sun set. lighting candles. eating marshmellows and writing in my journal all night. i don't say it enough, bc it comes so naturally... us. but don't ever forget: you mean the world to me.

i do, however, say this more than enough: taylor momsen is the greatest.

in other news of the day: taco night was legit. i have incredible friends. i am constantly struck by the brilliance of operationsmile south africa. i can't wait for missadachi to experience capetown! stefan and mona leave tomorrow. my heart is so sad about it. well, on that note...

goodnight. i must complete a poster and then watch greys.

added on 43things today: to ride in a hotair balloon. to be taken on the greatest date. for my nineteenth to be everything ive dreamed. to be able to roar like simba.

enchantedhappy xoxo

your reunion was the cutest*

vespertine \VES-per-tin\, adjective:
1. Of, pertaining to, or occurring in the evening.

"To my own ear, I sound hyperpoetic, and I don't mean to exaggerate these vespertine moods; I think that this restlessness that I am describing was really quite ordinary."

-Peter Gadol, The Long Rain

you gave me the most wonderfully princess and "absolutely andrea" skirt in the whole wide world. and i spent tonight twirling around. and telling people "i'm a princess,look!" im glad you got to witness it, otherwise you may not have believed me... wait, i kinda doubt that. lol 

[these shoes are pretty. maybe i will find them for my birthday outfit.] yesterday was the three months mark. and i found the place. and decided on the dresscode (okay,that one was obvious) and the guestlist. and the activities. yay nineteen* yay princess skirt!

it makes me want to have a romantic picnic here. spending the afternoon in the sunshine. just being. us.

and then to walk home through here with the sunset. and him.

and then on the way to watch the stars we'd have this*(even yummier than today's spoonlesschocolatecustard) and dance around above the city lights.

and if i can't have him (although i'm really really hopeful) then loganlerman would be a fantastic secondbest :)

[everyone is telling me to watch skins these days. had the most brilliant night with the sggs crew. (thankyou chad for having your drivers. and britt for having a car. jack is ..."powerful") i hope you had fun, birthdaygirl! "this is the skin of a killer." "..it's the skin of a mylittlepony" -ru is too legit. almost as legit as warren and greg. sandbar for life* ]

[an independence day wish, just for you*]

"we don't remember days, we remember moments" -but what if the days become the moments? or the moments are the days?

enchantedhappy xoxo