i miss nothing, i miss everything*

it's a lovely day filled with sunshine. the kinda day that's perfect for drinks like this.

and yet all im waiting for is evening.  

  i don't know why, but that's all i want right now... evening.

 candles. sweet potato. (@Lee_lah's) linen pants. brie..

and allll of this: 

[my brother says i look creepy when im holding a knife. #probablytrue]

and for you, i proclaim today's song: everytime you lie by demilovato.

happy birthday, daddy.

you're my favourite*

xoxo

she's nineteen*

[my birthday sunrise]

today was a fairytale*

it really really was. completely perfect :)

it began way before midnight sang to me.

and the way my heart feels will last way past twentyfourhours.

there's nothing like a perfect birthday to make you feel loved.

[yes i did wear my tiara everywhere i went today]

i wish i could mention every moment that made me smile

im happy happy happy!

im wearing way too much jewellery, and il never take it off.

song obsession: miss nothing by theprettyreckless.

christmas movies. massacre stories. philosophy 101. sunrise. cranberryjuice. flowers. "who's amanda?" faraway friends. lost recipes. love letters. no rain. fireflies. forever friends. wonderful surprises. lovely bedtime phonecall. feeling like a princess. you singing my name..

 i have incredible friends!

birthday birthday birthday

xoxo

and i will make you sound like..*

"well, now i don't have a chance with any of the girls in this room.."

oh, my boy..

if only you knew

if only you tried

if only she had told me

that you looked at me like that

my restless heart would

stop for a second

and then beat for you always.

if only her first reaction was different

if only she didn't catch your eye

youd see through her laugh, her dance

and hate me for not showing you

the truth before it broke you

if only i could be

embracing fall with missadachi

with the boy who chose his girlfriend over our friendship

rushing with jessicasmith

exploring restaurants in town

listening to this wonderful cd

-without wanting to share it all with you

if only you saw the way your eyes shine

the way your heart glows

and my world reflects it all back to you

"pick me

choose me

love me"

for now i will attempt to sleep

and not dream of ending friendships. again.

tomorrow is one of lastminutes. birthdays. and a night with sarahjane <3

enchantedhappy xoxo

"can u hear me now? .. SEVEN days.."*

it's weekend. and for the first time in weeks, i noticed. today is: mission shopping. skypedate with missadachi. james' farewell. mont for C and J's birthdays. pondering friendships. a conversation with him. hoping i see more girls with flowers on their dresses and flowers in their hair. aaaand jessicasmith is rushing this weekend! #yaycollegelife

enchantedhappy xoxo

one month til magic*

My Birthday List

A Pretty Journal

A Love Listography Book

The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Tins of Caramel

Ice Cream Cone Lamp

Special K with RedBerries

CranberryAppleCinnamon Tea

Mood Nailpolish

The Last Song DVD

Pink LaffyTaffy

SillyBandz

CocaCola FizzPops

The Hannah Montana Movie DVD

Serendipity DVD

That cool stainless steel Waterbottle

SurfJoy. Yes, SurfJoy. A Whole Box.

CranApple Juice

PinkLemonade Snapple

Mixtapes. And by Mixtapes I mean CDs

That Aldo poster with Stam and the Heart

Awesum Tights

Those Sunglasses *cough cough POPPATRUNKS*

A Mug. I like mugs.

A Polaroid Camera

Highwaisted Skirts

Magazines duh

An Orchid

Callen's boots

Birthday Cards in The Mail

Happy Birthday Nailpolish

To be taken on The Perfect Date

AppleCinnamon Muffins

Yummy Body Butter

This Forget Me Knot Ring

Flowers. In vases, all over the house.

I still have no idea what my party will be. And the place I want to watch the sun rise may not be open early enough. But I am really really excited regardless. It will be the best day in the whole wide world. I Love My Birthday*

enchantedhappy xoxo

assigned edition*

to whom it may concern

the book you wrote

a jelly sculpture

valentinesday cookies. and cookiedough

a romantic french letter

forms

a roadtrip (OH WAIT. youre leaving the country. FINE)

a pocket thesaurus

cinnamon/orangeblossom perfume. with the cool poofy thing

a superhero cape

you know who you are.

one month, one day.

get on it.

all my love*

enchantedhappy xoxo

happybirthday sarahmurphy*

it's eight twenty. lisa is sleeping in my bed. the dogs next door are barking. i'm busy stalking Lord_Voldemort7's tweets.bc theyre hilarious and brilliant. i just finished my tea. aaaand. ohmygosh its eight twenty.

Things i don't understand: What we did before we got a dishwasher. WHAT is up with Nu Metro making me BUY 3D glasses?! Could you not have told me this before I left my 8 other pairs at home. And we allll know your 'glasses aren't included in ticket price' line is a FAKESTORY. No need to lie. How sethcohen is so dang amazing. [WHY.-no. HOW you felt you had to do this at seven am, and then leave. with me feeling like this. it's just rude and you should be ashamed. i am sorry though. truly and completely. tell me how to make this right] Aaaand. I am fully going to be lame and agree with the hype: stepup3D. INSANELY COOL. Also (and more importantly) I'm in love with Moose. More than I was in the "tastes like candycanes at christmaaas" days. WAY more. So backoff. Mine. ("mine mine mine" *just for you chaitea*)

In other news of the day. Allll of you. Yes, even you. Should click on this link now. And follow my friend's blog. Bc apprently she's getting marked on the amount of followers she has. For school. Kay GO. I'm off to watch The OC, and hope Seth can make me feel better... And wonder (but not care) if the "Californiaaaa" will wake Lisa up..

enchantedhappy xoxo

seems to me youve lost*

corezone is a ceramic heart-shaped vessel that you can place your thoughts, feelings and emotions into. write them down on pieces of paper and put them inside. you must then physically break your own heart to free them.

"i fell in love with the careless man's careful daughter. she is the best thing that's ever been mine" it's demilovato's eighteenth birthday today. YAY! today's youtubevideo: 4chordsong by axisofawesome. (thanks, blackbelt) currently listening to: the songs of 2009 remix i just got from leighleigh. and. animal baby by alexwinston. (freedownload alert. yay nylon) it's sparkly and summery. and ive got it on repeat*

currently stalking: brooklyn artist, juliachiang, who designed an entire wall of ring pops to spell out the words 'hugs + kisses' in her recent exhibit. the coolest part? over time, the candy melts under the hot lights and drips down, staining the wall. rightnow: updating my 43things. id like to be: rollerblading down virginabeach. gosh, rollerblading is the shiz.

 enchantedhappy xoxo

it's like you hit me with lightning..*

"You are a puzzle...complex are every one of your parts and pathways, every thread sewn into place is knotted so intricately that if I was to try and solve you, it might take me a lifetime. For you are evolving....ever expanding and decreasing, your ways forever wavering yet always holding true to WHO YOU ARE.

So who are you? What is it about you that completes the picture of who you are?

And why are so many of us never happy with the artwork that is ourselves?

Something for us to ponder....especially me.

IDENTITY is a crazy concept..."

-buthonestly

(i want their boots. and their dresses. please and thankyou) yay the kling spring2010 lookbook! la la la. today. the sun was bright. the discoball reflected all over the car. the birds were singing. it put us all in a delightful mood. that, and the chocolate springrolls :) aaaand. too many sales. too many sales. i think i found what i shall wear on my birthday* (and a top to wear with my jessicasmith-forever21 princess skirt YAY birthday birthday) and wow. you wrote me the greatest poem EVER.

current playlist includes: make you feel my love by adele. starry eyed by elliegoulding. your anything by (ta dahhh) taylor swift. three weeks, one day til madagascar. happy weekend*

enchantedhappy xoxo

for all the days of wonder*

[stellamccartney resort. image via jakandjil]

today it was bright and sunny :) spent most of it watching bigbangtheory. and re-realising how much i want chace crawford for my birthday. just found out that 'do it day' this year is while im in madagascar. *sigh* oh but we had a meeting about our mission tonight. super exciting! also exciting: today means exactly two months til my nineteeth :) yay yay. aaaand. HAPPYBIRTHDAY Kelsey* apparently my family "doesnt know where the photo went". they got a very big "how does it just disappear, i specially put it there" lecture. i mean, gosh. haha but until i find it, i present you with these:

i hope it's been filled with beautiful moments*

all my love

enchantedhappy xoxo

don't get caught*

happy seventeenth taylormomsen*

[teenvogue covershoot]
yay a sunny monday after a wonderful weekend*
enchantedhappy xoxo

two is better than one*

happy birthday roz*

i hope it's been magical!

[i still really want to go to disneyland]

look, miss adachi! turquoise nailpolish :)

[a lovely dress* why do i recognise it?]

may the year to come be everything you want it to be. everything you need it to be. filled with love and joy and dreams come true. i can't wait for you to come back home*

[the parentals just came home with much cake. tomorrow i will finally watch thefantasticfour movie.]

enchantedhappy xoxo

your reunion was the cutest*

vespertine \VES-per-tin\, adjective:
1. Of, pertaining to, or occurring in the evening.

"To my own ear, I sound hyperpoetic, and I don't mean to exaggerate these vespertine moods; I think that this restlessness that I am describing was really quite ordinary."

-Peter Gadol, The Long Rain

you gave me the most wonderfully princess and "absolutely andrea" skirt in the whole wide world. and i spent tonight twirling around. and telling people "i'm a princess,look!" im glad you got to witness it, otherwise you may not have believed me... wait, i kinda doubt that. lol 

[these shoes are pretty. maybe i will find them for my birthday outfit.] yesterday was the three months mark. and i found the place. and decided on the dresscode (okay,that one was obvious) and the guestlist. and the activities. yay nineteen* yay princess skirt!

it makes me want to have a romantic picnic here. spending the afternoon in the sunshine. just being. us.

and then to walk home through here with the sunset. and him.

and then on the way to watch the stars we'd have this*(even yummier than today's spoonlesschocolatecustard) and dance around above the city lights.

and if i can't have him (although i'm really really hopeful) then loganlerman would be a fantastic secondbest :)

[everyone is telling me to watch skins these days. had the most brilliant night with the sggs crew. (thankyou chad for having your drivers. and britt for having a car. jack is ..."powerful") i hope you had fun, birthdaygirl! "this is the skin of a killer." "..it's the skin of a mylittlepony" -ru is too legit. almost as legit as warren and greg. sandbar for life* ]

[an independence day wish, just for you*]

"we don't remember days, we remember moments" -but what if the days become the moments? or the moments are the days?

enchantedhappy xoxo