let's play a game..*

if i were in america tonight id have taylorswift's new album already, and not have to wait forever. id also be watching the gg episode where lil j comes back. and, if i stayed for another six days, i could celebrate my favourite not-really-a-holiday in a place where they appreciate the brilliance of it. #justsayin 

xoxo

don't get caught*

happy seventeenth taylormomsen*

[teenvogue covershoot]
yay a sunny monday after a wonderful weekend*
enchantedhappy xoxo

and in your words i hear a melody*

i'm not upset bc you left. i'm upset bc you were the only one who could see what i was really feeling. the only one who knew of the thoughts rushing through my mind. the only one who could see that i was about to cry. and when i called to you, when i needed you, you were caught up in your own frustration. you left me and without a moment's consideration, you forgot about my pain.

it's misty and i'm tired. i'm pretty sure it just began to rain. (buuut that might just be the dishwasher?)  i feel like the world is spinning way too fast for me to catch my breath. and above all the chaos, you're both telling me to take the risk. but im freaking out. atleast if it failed when you were here, i could run to you when it hurt. now, you'll know. but you can't hug me til i cry. i can't lie with you until i breathe steady, until i think clearly. and you cant make it feel better without words.

more than anything right now... i want to spend a week there. drinking endless amounts of tea and reading old books all day. watching the sun set. lighting candles. eating marshmellows and writing in my journal all night. i don't say it enough, bc it comes so naturally... us. but don't ever forget: you mean the world to me.

i do, however, say this more than enough: taylor momsen is the greatest.

in other news of the day: taco night was legit. i have incredible friends. i am constantly struck by the brilliance of operationsmile south africa. i can't wait for missadachi to experience capetown! stefan and mona leave tomorrow. my heart is so sad about it. well, on that note...

goodnight. i must complete a poster and then watch greys.

added on 43things today: to ride in a hotair balloon. to be taken on the greatest date. for my nineteenth to be everything ive dreamed. to be able to roar like simba.

enchantedhappy xoxo

and they come just in time*

seriously. how insane is this dress?! yes, please! but i'm not liking those shoes. i have the powerpuff girls song stuck in my head. even though i've been listening to 'today is a fairytale' over and over. still haven't seen valentine's day gosh. i saw dear john, though. so beautiful. ah love*

this weekend, i watched most of season two again. wow. so great. also wierd to hear songs that i like now that are in the very first episodes haha. i really really like jenny humphrey's outfit here. like, can i please have it for my birthday. even the lipstick :) thank you.

this picture makes me think of sarahjane. and yay i got to see her lastnight. yay! and lyns, chaz ben and britt resolved the fake story drama haha *awkward*

and at ststephens we sang indescribable and i haven't heard it in forever so it was delightful.

Indescribable, uncontainable,

You placed the stars in the sky

and You know them by name

You are amazing God

Incomparable, unchangeable

You see the depths of my heart

and You love me the same

You are amazing God

i feel like writing a love letter. of the friendship variety. but i hath not the time to do so. *sigh*

oh well. instead, when i get home i will watch more 'private practise' yay* doctors and love. there are so many references to.. coitus (yes i learn words from 'big bang') haha it's quite extreme really. today im wearing a pretty high-waisted skirt. and my cool black belt. so i am happy.

oh and i just found out i wil be running the opsmile fundraiser with the UK all by myself. the entire project is mine. super exciting! i heart opsmile. and prety shoes. like the ones i walk past in woolworths everyday.

enchantedhappy xoxo

the pretty reckless*

so yes, i do indeed love love love taylor momsen! these are photos of her while performing with her band, The Pretty Reckless

I've only heard one song, Blender, which i absolutely love!

oh and i just found the taylor momsen group on flickr.. yeah, this is the start of something wonderful* will be going through them and posting some more taylor yay xoxo