it's all fair game*

 tonight's song: he's not a boy by thelike.

 #thingsthatarentfair: alexa chung always looks amazing

 [tonight is one for reminiscing. hello, gossipgirl season two.]

 current obsession: i like.

theresa, it's enough that youre so beautiful.
it's not fair that you have an insanely cool blog, too. #justsaying

xoxo

the plastic-made dreams*

"Talk all the talk with a poet's style

Tongue like electric, eyes like a child

Buy all your wives and the classic cars

Live like a savior, live like the stars

Buy all your highs and the classic cars

Die on the front page, just like the stars"

"Pace all the rooms with a jealous style

Tongue like electric, eyes like a child

Paint all your soul with the grand designs
Reach like a savior, your heart on the line

Talk all the talk with a model's smile"

tonight's song: say you dont want it by onenightonly.

i will dream sweetly.

xoxo

or just a dream..*

"it's about the certainty

of being one or the other,

i think.

a way of being

so unfamiliar and intriguing to one

whose multifaceted interior

is inclined to see every angle simultaneously.

where lines are rarely so defined.

a world where i am the colour of cherries.

i am the slate grey electric sky.

i multiply.

i believe in people.

and you might be all the proof i need.. "

-cloudgathererholdmedown

 "she isn't supposed to feel this way; like every thought is a secret. her dreams bleed, one into another. each burns more than the last. strangers walk past and their innocent smiles stain her heart."

 "sometimes i think the human heart is just a simple shelf. there's only so much you can pile onto it before something falls off an edge and you are left to pick up the pieces."

..im going to go stare up at the sky for a while. and then spend the night reading.

"i never trust a dog to watch my food. and i like to use the word dude as a noun, or an adverb or an adjective. and i, ive never really been into cars. i like really cool guitars. and super heroes, and cheques with lots of zeros on them. i love the sound of violins, and making someone smile"

#ilovenickjonas

xoxo

for all the days of wonder*

[stellamccartney resort. image via jakandjil]

today it was bright and sunny :) spent most of it watching bigbangtheory. and re-realising how much i want chace crawford for my birthday. just found out that 'do it day' this year is while im in madagascar. *sigh* oh but we had a meeting about our mission tonight. super exciting! also exciting: today means exactly two months til my nineteeth :) yay yay. aaaand. HAPPYBIRTHDAY Kelsey* apparently my family "doesnt know where the photo went". they got a very big "how does it just disappear, i specially put it there" lecture. i mean, gosh. haha but until i find it, i present you with these:

i hope it's been filled with beautiful moments*

all my love

enchantedhappy xoxo

the way you show you love me*

[i wasn't implying that you were. i was saying please don't. she doesn't ever get to be ..one of yours. and this is not about trust or accusations. you know where i stand, whether you choose to believe it or not. don't get offended or mad with me. it's just... i see her and i worry. she isn't who she acts like. let me be protective of one thing, okay.]

 today wasn't fun. at all.

it felt like everything horrible that could happen chose today to show up.

but then i got a perfectly-timed romantic gift :) and a lovely conversation.

and yummy dessert*

 thankyou to you both.

joining in on much love mondays. and now to dream sweetly* (mostly bc all ive eaten today is jelly, strawberrycheesecake icecream, milktart and jellytots) bigbangtheory is rocking my world tonight. have a wonderful week :)

enchantedhappy xoxo

but what does one wear to a madhatter's teaparty..?*

(kinda obsessed with bows this week. and blonde hair. lol)   

(cute blazer + highwaistedskirt + pink + socks and sandals the only way i approve = the kinda math i can actually do)

(yay lil tshirts with heart-shaped buttons. and yay satin)

mmmm. i might have to go to 15 on orange to get some at cinnamon.

(images via sequinmagazine)

im still stuck on which colour to paint my nails...

enchantedhappy xoxo

my heart beat. can you hear my*

today is my last official day at the opsmile office.

it's heartbreaking. but they'll always be my family. and ill always be involved. and we'll still have our very own romantic adventures*

(not usually a tavi-stalker. but when she's wearing miumiu, how could i resist*)

today's romantic adventure comprised of: used bookstores. scary men on drugs. a broken atm point. danna's one moment of fear in this country. boerewors rolls. one thousand magazines. carrying one thousand magazines up to the 7th floor. much tape. supercool nailpolish. and beautiful baby taru*

still: stalking herecomesthesun. have newnew running through my head. obsessively drinking orangejuice. mmm orangejuice :) *counting down the days til august tenth. newly inlove with tygerberg campus and the amazing adventure victoria -no, not you- has planned for the days to follow)* and this weekend i will see people. in public. yay!

almost hometime.. *sigh*

but hello weekend!

enchantedhappy xoxo

meant to publish this lastnight*

yesterday i: learnt that in madagascar, on our way to the hospital each morning, we walk along the beach. fell in love with jo's puppy. renamed jo's puppy. succesfully made a meal. hijacked jo's fb. spent all day with medical council folders. ate four pears. found chloe's skirt. contemplated the similarities between love and death.

today i: woke up with superfastjellyfish stuck in my head.-still going. now i just feel like fruitloops. then i realised ive never had luckycharms. and kinda feel left out. found a really pretty keyring for missadachi.

jo is moving. into her own place. gosh. *so jealous* and so sad. so many memories in her house. so many things i thought we'd always do there. oh well.

went to greenmarketsquare on a hunt. such beautiful jewellery. felt so horrible being like 'no thank you, im just looking'. it's weird that that's my automatic response. it's like.. growing up i've been.. desensitized. you want two rand? no, i can smell the alcohol alll over you. i'm not gonna give you money to feed into your addiction. but then i just walk away. surely that's worse. i guess i could justify it by sayin that i'm using my discretion. and there are some people who have stopped trying to improve their situations, relying on begging and sleeping on the streets. i once met a man who had lost all his family bc his wife lied to her new boyfriend, and basically stole their house away from him. he has by no means lost his will to live, but he doesn't see the need to get a job and find a house or reunite with his children. he continues to smoke and is quite happy to live on the streets. -something i can't understand. but does that give me reason to decide if he should get lunch today or not? on the other hand, should it be my responsibility?

[overthinking today lol]

stalking cadbury. and celebrities. for work. yes, i have the greatest job.

enchantedhappy xoxo

magic is might*

you scare me sometimes.

but not in the way that makes me want to run away. you make me need to run to you.

[you don't believe that i won't push you away.]

[never thought id be the girl with a hundred bangles on her arms, tb. it just happened]

remember corey and topanga? i used to sneak away to watch the show, i wasn't allowed. other good shows i miss: pb&j. the big comfy couch. cow & chicken. dexter's lab. proud family. arthur. totally spies. where in the world is carmen sandiego.

enchantedhappy xoxo

let the beat build..*

i must agree with sarahjane. michael mcintyre is great. so great.

what else is great today? vintage silver jewellery. the pretty reckless. thigh-high tights. cousinly bonding. new tv shows. external harddrive swapping. black-and-white everything. stethoscopes. models backstage. wedding videos. writing on whiteboards. london being a suitable solution to your kind of heartbreak. getting ur good on. the vampire diaries books being sold at exclusive. staying home on weekends. pancakes with icecream. procrastination. finding the best perfume in the whole wide world! the kind that i breathe in and cant help but smile, filled with the fragrance of joy* and then..sarahjane having an allergic reaction to it.

enchantedhappy xoxo

searching for alfonzo..*

today i walked into danna's office and she screamed 'tiny floral day' in her cute american accent. and then we burst our laughing. apparently my dress reminds her off a ralph lauren trend. we decided it would be perfect with the ultimate leather jacket. which im still hunting for. she found hers, but since it was lined with cashmere and keira knightley owned one, it's a lil bit expensive. we also decided that she will date mysterious wealthy forty-ish guy. bc he is lovely.

during this last week things have got to freaky-extreme-crime-drama movie level. the kind i hoped never happened in real life. in my road. literally all the houses around ours. and having moved into the apartment away from the house alone, and being very familiar with criminal movies.. im kinda freaking out. okay, im REALLY freaking out. but it's raining now so that's exciting :) also exciting is the wonderful-but-heartbreaking conversations i got to have with two of the greatest friends i've ever had. who i miss terribly.

off to go watch

the Bayern Munich game. with stefan and my daddy. somewhere where the vibe will be great. i'll drink white hotchocolate. and wish i was in san francisco.

enchantedhappy xoxo

iced out, lit up*

[image via fashiontoast]
this is from the marchesa collection at fashion week. the line is exquisite. i want those tights and the dress.
she's amazing. flip. they made her eyebrows so dark in this shoot tho, dang. i can't wait to see her with kristen stewart in the runaways.
pretty pretty lights.
this dress. wow. i don't know where i would wear it, but i would wear it with beautiful gold jewellery and chocolate brown hair (dying it today woopwoop) and ... elaborate gold earrings.
its like 36 degrees today. super hot wow. i was tanning. but then i needed to blog. been reading 'love, stargirl' and eating choc-chip and oatmeal cookies. with rooibos ofcourse. super eventful weekend. great drug-free memories (ahem ahem VICTORIA) *joke*

enchantedhappy xoxo