like a fireworks show*

You’ll take me to the vintagerecord store

Down the road from where you live

And we’ll show each other beautiful covers

Legends in their younger days

Then we’ll walk through the streets

Of our lovely hometown

Our footsteps in the snow

Fairy lights in the trees

Streetlamps guiding the way

To the house where you tell me

You dream of raising your daughters

And that brilliant son you'll
Play ball with down the street

We sneak out back and

See the beautiful garden

'We could build a treehouse or a princess tent'

You say

-All I see is the isle

I want to walk down to you

With my hair up

In my perfect white dress

And they'd capture the moments

We laughed on the swings

And danced by the tree

You turn to me and smile

That dangerously charming

Look in your eyes

Captivates my heart

-I see you dreaming

I feel you hoping

And suddenly my dreams melt into yours

We’re standing in line

At crowded a mall

With giant sparkling trees

Waiting to meet Santa

To tell him they’ve been good 

To the North Pole we post

The wishes of our precious little ones

We’re sitting by the fire just before bedtime

Drinking your famous hot cocoa

And they're wearing the sweaters
Your mom made

With all the love in the world

Lost in my dreaming

You gently lift my chin

Say the light makes me glow

That I make your heart happy

And there it is

The perfect kiss

-Sparks fly between the flutters

The perfect first date

And im dreaming of forever 

Looking into your eyes

Holding your hand

Dancing to the music

Of our beating hearts

And im dreaming of forever with you
xoxo

meant to publish this lastnight*

yesterday i: learnt that in madagascar, on our way to the hospital each morning, we walk along the beach. fell in love with jo's puppy. renamed jo's puppy. succesfully made a meal. hijacked jo's fb. spent all day with medical council folders. ate four pears. found chloe's skirt. contemplated the similarities between love and death.

today i: woke up with superfastjellyfish stuck in my head.-still going. now i just feel like fruitloops. then i realised ive never had luckycharms. and kinda feel left out. found a really pretty keyring for missadachi.

jo is moving. into her own place. gosh. *so jealous* and so sad. so many memories in her house. so many things i thought we'd always do there. oh well.

went to greenmarketsquare on a hunt. such beautiful jewellery. felt so horrible being like 'no thank you, im just looking'. it's weird that that's my automatic response. it's like.. growing up i've been.. desensitized. you want two rand? no, i can smell the alcohol alll over you. i'm not gonna give you money to feed into your addiction. but then i just walk away. surely that's worse. i guess i could justify it by sayin that i'm using my discretion. and there are some people who have stopped trying to improve their situations, relying on begging and sleeping on the streets. i once met a man who had lost all his family bc his wife lied to her new boyfriend, and basically stole their house away from him. he has by no means lost his will to live, but he doesn't see the need to get a job and find a house or reunite with his children. he continues to smoke and is quite happy to live on the streets. -something i can't understand. but does that give me reason to decide if he should get lunch today or not? on the other hand, should it be my responsibility?

[overthinking today lol]

stalking cadbury. and celebrities. for work. yes, i have the greatest job.

enchantedhappy xoxo

how may i be of assistance*

what a beautiful camera! i would like this nailpolish. there was a lady with this colour on at the design indaba, and id been looking everywhere so i asked where it's from. it was essie. but like five coats of a really light colour. yup, random fact of the day. also, i realised i get to (finally!) see victoria's tattoo tonight. so excited* and an interesting fact, the mount nelson 'hold' music...very nice. lol. really tho. oh and i found a hotel that may just beat the daddy long legs. i found the place where i would like to live. look at the spa..

and the bar.. it's.. wonderful...

and ahh the coffee shop is called cinnamon. it's a sign. it will be my home. 15 on orange is the place! yes. tonight is roz' farewell. it shall be sad. i will see her every day til she leaves tho lol. which kinda makes it worse. haha oh well. the chanel book is getting exciting! haven't gone back to 'the lovely bones' .. yes, i am afraid. i need to get more vampire diaries. and i need to read the books. gosh*

enchantedhappy xoxo