love and courage*

life should be simple.

yes or no. happy or sad. light and darkness.

i shouldnt be this hesistant.

i shouldnt think this much

before i run to you.

am i scared?

but you are mine

and i am yours.

i tried not to look into your eyes today

bc you can always tell.

so i just lay there

listening to you breathe

hoping you wouldnt ask me

hoping you wouldnt see.

callenjefferson's photographs never fail to amaze me. i especially love her beach photos.  

i thought i was ready for summer, but with this beautiful rain today... im having second thoughts. #thankyouglobalwarming

xoxo

and my heart*

 [today's desktop background]

spent this morning..

reading: nylon.

painting: my nails electricblue

listening to: the killers

 today's #fashioncraving: thigh-high tights. and the perfect tshirt dress.

 in other news of the day:

 my favourite berrysmoothie at cgc with C.

in the greatest takeaway cup.

 bc they know #thatshowilikeit.

and then he diagnosed me with sometihng serious-sounding

#rude.

so we watched the wrestling in india.

[songs of the day: bones / a white demon love song by thekillers. ]

rightnow id like:

to be on the beach, very early in the morning.

 when it's misty

but fresh

and everything seems to whisper

xoxo

square one is lightness*

i found my truelove today.

on made.

between his ghostchair wayfarers, his love for the 50s and his amazingly preppy outfits..

i can just tell, it's meant to be!

and if for some reason he doesn't feel the same way.. #highlyunlikely

il find love in: cotton shirtdresses, reading in the sunshine, walking across bridges, early morning beach moments, beautiful doorways, being the only one in the street, staring up at the sky, or into the ocean..

waiting: for thursday. craving: lemon sorbet and heavenlyhash. listening to: coldplay.

all i want to do tomorrow is learn to play guitar.

today's song obsession: introducing me by nickjonas.

these photos [via pepperandchips] are exactly how i feel tonight.

xoxo

and fill them with destiny*

 

[LPs rockmyworld. literally.]

most incredible moment of today: thecompanygardens while the sun set. the mountain a warm orange above the beautiful old buildings, glowing as i floated through a multitude of pink roses. 

[reminiscing about plett. hope you've had a wonderful week away, B. and that you stopped smoking, paige. sunblock is the new black]

[look! it's the jakandjil bag! and ahh lovely floral docs. the jessicaszohr hat. and the tights from the macys ad! this girl's like a magazine come to life. (like that movie with tyra banks where the barbie becomes real! so great*) be my friend! haha no i will not be having a blair moment. *despite your opinions, charles*]

[image via teenvogue]

what a pretty dress. i miss the beach. and i want to go bikini shopping*

enchantedhappy xoxo

the way i do..*

[photos taken: from theinternet. at spier. in hermanus]

my mom's laptop won't go onto twitter.-withdrawl symptoms are getting hectic. it just started raining hard again :) aaand tomorrow i'm off. aka i shall be sleeping late. OHmygoodness vd is getting so exciting [im suuuper behind, just chill.] i am LOVING damon right now. this evening i finally gave in to the soup hysteria. kinda worth it..

current obsessions: stroopwafels. kirsten dunst movies. almond oil treatments. rooibos with *gasp* milk. basil pesto. my electric blanket.

"It was one of his favourite things in the world -to see her before she saw him."

enchantedhappy xoxo

when i'm here with you..*

[photos taken in.. blouberg.]

it rained. i slept late. and im pretty sure the lady next to me in the train was on drugs.

i am loving this book, it's fascinating.-now i kinda wish i lived in '77. i've resumed many old habits today. and by old, i mean i stopped them for like a week. but it's felt like forever. hello again, cheesy-delicious two-minute noodles. and sugary-sweet jellytots. aaand many many postage stamps. yay yay mail day :) finally going to rashmi's this evening. life withour her is.. dangerous. i found a dress like the one serena wears on her first date with dan. i've been stalking miss adachi's amazing poetry. and listening to 'andrea and the falling stars'. track two is partly in french and perfect for dancing in the rain* i really miss alexander.

"and I don't think you're beautiful, i think you're beyond it"

come here, boi*

enchantedhappy xoxo

pictures of me left behind..*

i've spent the evening researching internships. and colleges. listening to the juno soundtrack. and waiting for cake* contemplating cultural studies. and searching for the old thesaurus.

currently wishing: my brother a happy seventeenth. to be at bamboozle. that i could sing like rachel in glee. that teddygeiger would write a song to me.

if i were rich i could fly around the world and spend time with lisa by tomorrow. and then we could go to ireland together. but alas.. this is not so.

enchantedhappy xoxo

sugar doesn't like seeds*

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis!
she won't eat seeds. or raisins. or cayenne pepper. but she knows almost every song in the whole wide world. and has super sonic hearing. but best of all.. she's the most amaaaazing friend :) *ah sweet man! hahaha* lol it's.... K! indeed. she's cool. embrace it. oh, this is at muizenburg. good times :)

apron's forever*

enchantedhappy xoxo

run baby, run*

i love love this photo yay* it's one of those intensely fun party vibes i mysteriously enjoy*
wow they look so great, the hair, lipstick, clothes, colours. ahhh :)

ooh i decided that my new vibe = bright pink lipstick/gloss. all the time. with jeans and a tshirt. wen im dressing up. to a friend's house. partially inspired by taylor momsen. partially bc i found a wonderful colour..im so excited!

yay yay, so cool :) i want to dye my hair dark again. but it magically made itself this random brown, which i quite enjoy when im in the sunlight* so i may hold out on the dye for a lil. it is tempting tho..

black lipstick. could it work in real life, on people who aren't scary emo? hmm. i quite enjoy the really deep purple vibe.. like Lil J near the end of season 2 of gossipgirl. (the day she wore the lacy dress to graduation woopwoop) .. and hello, bright sunglasses, let's be friends :)

i've had the song 'check yes juliet' by stuck in my head all week. so cute n fun*

"Check yes Juliet

I'll be waiting

Wishing, wanting

Your's for the taking

Just sneak out

And don't tell a soul goodbye

Check yes Juliet

Here's the countdown

3, 2, 1, now fall in my arms now

They can change the locks

Don't let them change your mind"

embrace the sunshine xoxo

i miss you, B*

these images remind me of you. and now i miss u even more*

i can't wait to go to the beach with you again

i'm sure u are having the most amazing time in europe. can't wait to see the photos. can't wait to see your face* peace xoxo