as i was leaving, too soon*

nighttime photos are my favourite.

turns out i like jumping in rain puddles.

and burning incense in my bedroom...

aaand i like:

sparkly nailpolish

being friends with victoriasmith

the smell of my new shampoo.

(if youre around me when ive just washed my hair,

i WILL make you smell it.

and you will thank me.

haha #butreally)

 dear telephone wire photos

 i like you very much, too.

more lovely things:

old ladies with long grey hair.

the kind of son-in-law my dad is.

apartment scouting with my dad. #ilovetown

this weekend, get lost in: night time by the xx

and fall in love with the clouds.

xoxo

love and courage*

life should be simple.

yes or no. happy or sad. light and darkness.

i shouldnt be this hesistant.

i shouldnt think this much

before i run to you.

am i scared?

but you are mine

and i am yours.

i tried not to look into your eyes today

bc you can always tell.

so i just lay there

listening to you breathe

hoping you wouldnt ask me

hoping you wouldnt see.

callenjefferson's photographs never fail to amaze me. i especially love her beach photos.  

i thought i was ready for summer, but with this beautiful rain today... im having second thoughts. #thankyouglobalwarming

xoxo

it's all gone*

can't seem to think clearly.

or make real sentences.

even lisafortuin is making fun of me.

#timesaretough

but this rain is beautiful.

watch the rain fall in the glow of a streetlight.

#itsmyfavourite

my medicine by theprettyreckless. is everything i need tonight.

 i imagine living there and suddenly i can breathe. #letsstartover

and this. is so weird, but i cant stop looking at it. #creepyfact

[sometimes. i plug in earphones and just listen to myself type.]

xoxo

i cant resist the day*

today, the rain was beautiful. i received magical emails. miss adachi inspired my heart. as she tends to do. i baked. (yes, it was from a 'just add oil/water/eggs' pack. but it was delicious. and it looked edible, which is an accomplishment for me. and candywandy was proud of me, so be nice) and researched more colleges id like to attend.

[images via formeforyou]

i wrote happiness. had philosphical discussions. and tb drove me home. we listened to an insane remix of signs. "aaaat your funeral i was sooo upsettt" i am falling inlove with post-bartbass'-death chuck. again. bc he's just so much hotter. oh, i watched the heartbreaking season three finale of greek. and leigh posted a spoiler about chuck.

happy first-day-of-college, jessicasmith*

enchantedhappy xoxo

and two is better than one..*

i am now officially addicted to journeyman. and dollhouse. i have so much work to do before the end of the week. oh we got our discovery cards! it's got my full name on it though, sigh. has anyone seen my grey jeans? babysitting eli tomorrow, best baby ever yay! and now i'm going to go stand in the rain.

enchantedhappy xoxo

when i'm here with you..*

[photos taken in.. blouberg.]

it rained. i slept late. and im pretty sure the lady next to me in the train was on drugs.

i am loving this book, it's fascinating.-now i kinda wish i lived in '77. i've resumed many old habits today. and by old, i mean i stopped them for like a week. but it's felt like forever. hello again, cheesy-delicious two-minute noodles. and sugary-sweet jellytots. aaand many many postage stamps. yay yay mail day :) finally going to rashmi's this evening. life withour her is.. dangerous. i found a dress like the one serena wears on her first date with dan. i've been stalking miss adachi's amazing poetry. and listening to 'andrea and the falling stars'. track two is partly in french and perfect for dancing in the rain* i really miss alexander.

"and I don't think you're beautiful, i think you're beyond it"

come here, boi*

enchantedhappy xoxo

it's easier than you want it to be*

so while watching One Tree Hill today.. (S6E19, to be exact..) and i learnt something. well, it was advice given to Payton. and i was like hmm .. it's a Bruce Springsteen song.. "There were ghosts in the eyes of all the boys you sent away" .. and you won't understand it bc this is outv context.

but it's deep and true. and i thought id share it. yes*

it's going to rain for the next few days, apparently. so i thought id find a pretty poem about rain. no not write one, like you, V.. lol. but then i decided i will rather use my favourite poem. so enjoy :)


I'll dance all night
I'll dance the pain away
I'll dance until the morning sun
Graces us with day


I'll dance until I'm numb
Until I don't feel anymore
I'll dance until I'm gone
And don't remember what I'm dancing for


I'll dance until you love me
I'll dance the rest of my life
I'll dance until you return
By the moon's gentle light


I'll dance to the music
Of my shattering heart
I'll dance until it doesn't hurt
As you tear me apart

by Tatianna Rei Moonshadow

i just found out she (the poet) is SIXTEEN. like whaaat.. lol the whole time i've been thinkin it's an old random poem. turns out.. not so much. haha.

well goodnite world.

oh no, wait.. i have rekindled my late-night love affair with textsfromlastnight..

(513): You tried to wear your Jesus costume into Family Christian stores and say it was a book signing.

(630): I don't know what kind of drugs you were on last night but you kept trying to highlight my face because you said I was important.

(843): happy early fathers day!!!

(829): im not a father

(843): about that...

(325): wtf he couldnt undo my bra, i asked him if it was his first time and he said "with a girl? yeah"

ah life*

enchantedhappy xoxo

currently my fb profile pic.

the dress is my grandmother's skirt. the belts were bought at a market for R1 each.

wore it with navy patent heels and yellow n red ankle socks*

ah i wish that tan lasted. summer's great.

i am, however, loving the rain here. would be better if i didn't need to get up every mornin for school though.