it's all gone*

can't seem to think clearly.

or make real sentences.

even lisafortuin is making fun of me.

#timesaretough

but this rain is beautiful.

watch the rain fall in the glow of a streetlight.

#itsmyfavourite

my medicine by theprettyreckless. is everything i need tonight.

 i imagine living there and suddenly i can breathe. #letsstartover

and this. is so weird, but i cant stop looking at it. #creepyfact

[sometimes. i plug in earphones and just listen to myself type.]

xoxo

there's no reeee-loving you*

you stalk the same movies as me. you don't wear sunblock, bc apparently you want to die of skin cancer. you surf most often when there's a boy involved. you make hot chocolate and then describe one tree hill episodes to me in extreme detail. and give away crucial information about greys way before i've reached that episode. you own the dvd of pretty much every movie you've ever watched. as well as every item vertigo has ever had in stock. you're now officially brunette. and i can't wait to see you.

happy birthday to you,B*

it's going to be everything you've dreamed this day would be.and more. may it be filled with all the magic you deserve. and delicous food which i will make sure you actually eat.

"you're my little indigo girl, it's a beautiful world when you're around" and i hope that "it's a dream, it's a love..tonight"

"So the next time you forget you're Blair Waldorf, remember I'm Chuck Bass. And I love you."

whether we're living in the apartment with the awesum glass-cooling fridge (which now lawden can't come see bc u *ahem ahem* ruined the vibe...) or back in this mess we called home for so long... i look forward to many many years of trailer-stalking. and obsessing over tv shows. and a romantic future with our respective chosen ones :) "i don't even know why i'm pretending to think about it.. yes!"

you're all kinds of beautiful.

ps. luke loves me more*

enchantedhappy xoxo

bound by when*

hmmm i don't know how i feel about that just yet. ah but it reminds me, one day at work i found this thing called operation beautiful. where they leave post-its randomly everywhere for other women. telling them they are great, and beautiful and wonderful. it's so cute*

i spent today listening to mutemath. and then 'brand new eyes' over and over. the entire album is just so great. i feel like im living inside 'brick by boring brick'. lol im so overboard dramatic. anyway, now im listening to the carolina liar album, coming to terms. and pondering what i shall be wearing to work tomorrow. if only i knew it would be rainy* i want to wear my boots... maybe even a coat! that would be wonderful! so this weekend was.. eventful. and lacked in hours of sleep. and i once again realised how amazing victoria and B are. for real. i am really lucky to have them in my life. anywaaaay. pizza pizza yay thanks daddy :) i just realized il get keys to my bedroom bc it's like not part of the house. oooh yay. now i must find the perfect keyring!

i think i shall go to bed now. i want to read..

ohmygosh how pretty is this room?! i want to live there.

and i want to be a princess. please*

enchantedhappy xoxo

we could paint the roses*

so. after much .. let's call it drama. it's been decided that i am moving out of my bedroom. which i love. so i have to clear everything out. like right now. and now i have a room which isnt even part of the house. it's by the back garden. but okay. i guess i can recreate it however i want. bc right now it's .. let's say.. going for the industrial vibe.

i am painting a wall this turquoise colour. and doing the frame vibe.

and i will have pretty fairy lights. which i already have. but i will use them more often. bc im outside. of the world. haha. oh yay can i have the huge mirror. and a chandelier please*

i want to live in a palace*

that would be lovely. and i could dance around in really big hallways with high ceilings.

but not today i guess.

enchantedhappy xoxo