to be alive*

 now that i know enchanted is about him, ive rekindled my fascination with adam's tweets. and he just keeps getting better. in other news of the day: ive been listening to old playlists. aand cleaning the kitchen [whuuuut. yeah i speak truth.]

[glee + teenvogue = like heaven]

ive eaten too much chocolate cupcake batter. mmm so delicious, but all i want is water for the rest of the day. for now, im gonna keep watching my favourite part of camprock over and over. "been feeling lost, can't find the words to say.."

so inlove with her dress.

wishing: i could play guitar.

contemplating: how much things can change in a week.

aaand my new life goal: working for unicef.

{live like there's no tomorrow by selenagomez}

happy wednesday everyone xoxo

should learn the dance*

 

 [could you come home now, please. i miss you seeing me and knowing. i miss you smiling at me and making everything perfect. i miss the way we wait for the perfect moment to have the same converstations.]

 

“I don't do fashion, I am fashion.” -Coco Chanel

themostamazingshoot wow* four of the things i love most in this world: demi lovato. joe jonas. teenvogue. oldschool-styled shoots. and just to make me even happier, they threw in some coke in glass bottles [blackbelt: did someone say EVERY menudrop memory?! lol.]

i had the most traumatising dream ever lastnight. i honestly think i may need therapy. so i'm kinda scared to go to bed now, is that stupid? probably haha. so glad miss adachi had a wonderful time :) we took complimenting gunce's rice to the extreme tonight. and now, my electric blanket awaits! *happy dream vibes*

enchantedhappy xoxo

journey to the other*

[image via jak & jil]

so when i get home my walls will be white. no longer the candy pink that my daddy n i painted on my twelfth birthday. the happy colour i still love. oh well. anyway. im off for the rest of the week. i guess i'll redecorate.
danna and i are planning a fashion movie marathon. we're gonna watch lagerfeldconfidentiel yay! ohmygosh and meagan brought me the most beautiful copper bangle from namibia.
okay, hometime. reading 'the lovely bones' again. and hmm this week brings two photo shoots. one of which iv bn blackmailed to be in. people are rude these days.

enchantedhappy xoxo

maps*

this is from emma watson's shoot for teen vogue. such an insane photo. and outfit. and location. she has a new line of clothes out. with her brother according to sarahjane. btw yay sarahjane may have found a house! yay :)

i have this song stuck in my head. it's by the yeah yeah yeah's. i have an american apparel tshirt with the lyrics on it. it's cool. it was photographed by 'we are awesome' at the assembly. yesss :) als, im quite enjoying streetart these days. it may be faran's influence (yes im saying it like we're bffs haha) yay nylon*

image via pepperandchips

and i would like these shoes :) and to dye my hair darker. and to work at nylon. today, please :)

enchantedhapppy xoxo

a cannonball into the water..*

W is beautiful. it's actually insane how incredibly gorgeous she is. flip. and i love this photograph.

anyway it's like 3am and i should be going to bed. tomorrow is tidy-the-house-bc-people-are-coming-over day. dang. and it's roz's mom's birthday. it's also sarahjane's sister's sixteenth :) yay! technically those are today. but let's not go there. my electric blanket calls to me. all warm and welcoming.. mmm :) but so is my external harddrive..filled with wonderful movies and tv shows.. *sigh* the tough decisions one has to make..life is so difficult without school haha*

i really wanted to end off with some textsfromlastnight quotes, but it's just not working. oh well fml it shall be..

Today, I woke up with my face sharpied. I live alone. FML

Today, at work I was ringing up some tampons for a woman, and I try to interact with the shoppers as much as possible. I was trying to think of something witty or funny to say but drew a blank, so I decided just to say "have a nice night." What I actually said was "have a nice flow". FML

Today, somebody stopped by the front desk at the hotel I work at to report a vehicle had its headlights on. I wrote down the info, including the plate. Hours later, after my shift was over, I finally realized that it was MY vehicle. The battery was dead. FML

Today, I started my job as a consultant at a shop that sells wedding dresses. My first client? The girl my ex-fiancé cheated on me with and left me for. FML

..they just aren't as great as they used to be. still enjoyable though. haha

anyway im listening to the always-magical 'for you i will' ... and wishing for it to be christmas. i will dream of candycanes and pretty lights. expect a christmas-themed post in the near future. unless tomorrow is suddenly christmas. like in that movie they used to play every year. bc then i would be out enjoying it :)

it's clear that i am tired. right now, i would like indigo maryjanes. with very high heels. kinda chunky. soft. velvet. with a detailed gold buckle. yesss :) happy weekend*

enchantedhappy xoxo

halloween withdrawl*

it's the greatest day ever... other than my birthday! and i miss it already. this is a shoot done by richard avedon.

via pepperandchips

no more afrikaans. ever. well, not in the boring and super complicated school way, atleast. and yes, V, you were correct. there was absolutely no need to study for this exam. anyway, going to go listen to some of the music i just got. and drink hot chocolate.

enchantedhappy xoxo

oh, hunter*

this is his GQ shoot. "big man off campus" .. so preppy. so great. and he is so frikkin hot. it's insane. i watched weeds for the first time in .. months lastnight . (i've been restrainin myself. bc i wudn sleep at all.. id just watch like 3 seasons and fastforward to his part. and then get up at 7am to go to school. yes, problematic. ) and i saw it on TV and i hadn seen the episodes and i got CRAZY excited!! it's such an addictive and crudely (is that a word? yes, i checked. lol) self-indulgent show. i LOVE it* i will return to my unhealthy addiction as soon as i am done with these stupid exams.
anyway, more hunter parrish to come. lots more.
and no, V ur comments about my preppiness. choice of boy. lack of sleep. tv addiction. all unwelcome. but i am sending vibes of love your way*

*creamstation* that's all i can say. lol.

embrace the sunshine xoxo

her own slightly surreal version of reality*

october elle covergirl.. victoria beckham*

what a pretty sparkly dress :)

this photo is kinda wierd..what are u doing on the bed, lady. but i really like the bedroom*

"The kind of person who’s going to stand on the red carpet and love the attention and have the big grin—I’m just not like that. I want to get in there, do what I’ve got to do, and get home to my kids.” hmm are u sure about that..?

embrace the sunshine xoxo

zac efron, will u marry me..?*