you shine so much brighter*

[i think i'll start wearing flowers in my hair]

today i sat in the park for hours. stared up at trees. and thought about everything. and nothing. and about how sometimes, everything is nothing.

[today, these are my favourite flowers.
in pale pink. please and thankyou]

 i went for a walk and watched the clouds break apart in the most incredible way. i watched boys run and kids play. [unintentional rhyme] and i wished you were there to hold me, or even just to sit on the swing next to mine. #imissyou.  

spent the rest of the afternoon playing in my perfectly icy pool, listening to myself breathe. -dont think ive enjoyed the pool that much in years. #agoodday

[i think. that if i were wearing this dress tonight,

i might actually feel like seeing people. #toobad]

sometimes my heart hurts and i dont know why.

 i wish you were here. you always know before i realise.

{honey let me sing you a song by matthires}

is everything a song should be.

and now i'll go dance in the rain.

Xoxo