im giving you up*

today, i sat in the sun and began to read a book that both scared and inspired me. and i had conversations with boys who never fail to encourage me. and maybe i shouldnt be listening to {you already know by train} on repeat this much, bc it's bringing up some bitterness i should be rid of, but it's just too great to let it go. dear boy, i promise that this time i mean it. sincerely, you know me too well. xoxo