somebody push it away*

Here I am with all the pleasures of the first world

Laid out for me who am I to breakdown?

Oh my baby don't be so distressed

Were done with politesse

It's time to be so brutally honest about

The way we know we long for something fine

When we pine for higher ceilings

And bourgeois happy feelings

Everyday we wake up

We choose Love
We choose light
And we try, it's too easy just to fall apart.
{you, me & the bourgeoisie by thesubmarines}

"being with people.. somehow just reinforces how withdrawn and introvert i can suddenly become. when im with people.. as of recently.. there's this massive part of me that just wants to fade into the crowd.. so im there.. and not alone... but at the same time.. im not a part of anything." i dont know if it's good or bad, but some days, she's the only place i feel like i belong.
xoxo